The Fading Darlings.

Chapterfourtythree

I turned on my phone.

I never got on my phone much because I was usually doing other things or just forgot I had it.

I had four text messages, two from Paul, one from David, and another from....Shane.

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Paul: Hey Mary.

Paul: Wanna hang out tonight?

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"Hey Vince." I yelled back to him.

"Yeah darling?" He walked back into the room.

"Maybe we could hang out with Paul tonight." I suggested.

"Yeah sure." Vince smiled at me then went back to his room.

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David: Hey :)

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Shane: Where are you???

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I didn't text Shane back...if I did I know I would just fall in love with him. I didn't need that, I didn't need him.

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Me: Hey! Do you know of any parties going on tonight?

Paul: Of Course I do, I'm the party darling, I'm going to one tonight in the square if you want to come?

Me: Great! I'd love to, can I bring Vince?

Paul: Sure thing darling.

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The square was a place where there was a whole bunch of drugs, sex and alcohol. It really was a typical teenage rebellion party, it was really hard to get in though because it wasn't typical enough for everyone. You needed to know people to get in, the drugs they had wasn't just normal weed. Drugs weren't as mellow as that at the square, square drugs aren't fair drugs is what they say. Usually containing shrooms, acid, Ecstasy, cocaine etc.

Vince came back into the living room area wearing a flannel, with navy blue skinny jeans.

"Where are we going?"

"The square." I bit my lip.

"And how the fuck are we getting in?" Vince laughed.

"Paul, he said he was going and he'd get us in." I smiled.

"Paul sounds pretty hip. Ill go wait in the jeep." Vince seemed like he was looking forward to meeting Paul, I hope they get along!

"Okay." I started to walk out the door.

I got to my dorm, still a mess.

What should I wear?

I put on some black skinny jeans that had rips in them and made me butt look amazing and a black belly shirt with slits in the side. The shirt had an upside down white cross on it.

I liked the outfit I had chosen because it showed off my belly piercing, my hips, my collar bones, and my tattoo because of the open sides. I looked really cute I think.

I went to the bathroom and put in some green silicone 3/4 tunnels (my gauges were only one step away from being an inch!!!)

I brushed my hair making sure it was soft and flippy, just right for dancing. I hair sprayed my bangs just a little bit, then brushed my teeth.

I smiled at myself through the mirrors reflection, yay! I was happy with myself.

I slipped on some black Ked shoes and walked out the door.