Moving Out and Scars

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               Faith

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Well I am moving out right now, evrything is packed into Cars and moving trucks, I have bought a new bed and everything like furnutre .

We are on our way to my new house right now. Chey is on her way to.

When we get the house theres a big gate, I punch in the code and the gate opens.

We pull up and I hop out. I stand by the front door with a big smile on my face. While im Waiting for Cheyenne and Jason, I dangle the keys on my finger. I look up and I see Jason. He smiles at me then says

"Execited?"

"Very very much" I say

After 10 mins We went inside everything was done exept or clothes. Cheyennes room is downstairs so she went there to put things away.

Jason and I walked upstairs to put our things away,  Jasons room is across from mine.

We stoped outside our doors.

" im ordering pizza at 5 ill come get you when its here."

jason said while opening his door.

"okay thanks" I replyed walking in my room closing the door

I put  my clothes and jewlery away. I walked into my bathroom. I looked at myself in my mirror. Ew im ugly no wonder Steve doesnt like me.

So I am 2 months pregnant and I am depressed lonely and have been cutting. Noone knows that I am depressed and have been cuttin myself. I don't want anyone to know either.

After I was done insulting myself I went under my sink and found my razor. I sat in my bathtub and pulled up my sleves. I was already wearing shorts.

I cut slut into my arm. Then cut fat into my thighs. I cut a bit mor then stopped. I looked at all my other scars that I had before. I am a disaster and worthless. No one cares about me.

All I have left are the scars.

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