secrets of a small town girl (one direction)

~deep thought

I walked in through the door and walked into the living room to find my mum watching tv "hey babe where you been" she asked "ive been out i told you" i replied. "i know smartass i mean where did you go?" she asked again, "look thats none of yor business, and quite frankly i dont think you care" i replied. She turned the t.v off and turned to me and said "of course i care your my daughter" "oh yeah well where were you when i needed you when i was ill or passed out "i snapped "i tried to help you but you kept pushing me away" she said "oh please i needed your help and you wouldnt give me the time of day why cant you just admit it" i yelled "i know your upset but you need to calm down and we can talk about it" she said "upset im beyond fucking upset and the worst part is a physco path is on the hunt for me, im scared and i have nobody to trust" i screamed as i ran up to my room. I only told harry half of the story the other half was on a need to know basis, if he knows whats good for him he would stay away from me. He asked an alarmingly short amount of questions, as much as i needed someone like him to protect me this was my fight i cant let him fight it with me, I was glad to tell him everything about that night but what he didnt know was even more shocking and scary but if i told him that would put him in danger and would make me weak, i couldnt do that to him not now. I dont even know what he wanted with me gorgeous fans throw themselves at him everyday he takes one look at someone like me and is attracted. I know what he said about my eyes and the mystery in them but ive alwyas known i am a difficult person to read. In all my experiences ive been through lately i know how to read people and i know Harry is a decent guy who wouldnt do anything to hurt me, ill give him a chance but its only a matter of time before im found and i dont want Harry to be there when i am.