Harry came to pick me up, i made myself look as decent as humanly possible, for someone whos wardrobe consists of hoodies skinnies and trainers. I dug out my hollister checked shirt and my hollister jeans, teamed with my white converse trainers. I introduced him to Becky he seemed really confused, by the sudden stranger greeting him with her crazy confidence. I didnt tell him much of why she was here, just who she was.
We arrived at Harrys home i took a deep breath, and entered his house with him as, he introduced me to his mum and sister who were really lovely i dont know why i was worrying, It couldnt have gone better, I had tried my level best to be as polite and nice and not to swear or anything and we got on really well.
Once we had dinner me and Harry went out to the garden to be alone. His first instinct was to quiz me about Becky
"why is she here" he asked
"shes here, to um visit" i replied, i was normally a really good liar but not with Harry, i couldnt trick him, he saw right through me anyway.
"yeah but whats the actual truth, the sister or your physcopath boyfriend randomly shows up out of nowhere without any warning, after you claiming you were scared" he said sounding a little frustrated,
"look you have to trust me its best you dont know okay, this is something i need to do myself". i said
"what so you feel you cant trust me with anything, if somethings going down, i want to protect you, be there for you" he said glancing into my eyes.
"i can protect myself and more importantly, you guys, yeah somethings about to go down, but i cant involve you in my twisted past its messed up" i warned him
"i dont care, why are you so secretive, i thought you told me everything" he said seeming hurt,
"Harry, im so sorry im so ashamed of myself, if you want me to leave then i understand" i said,
He didnt say anything he wouldnt even look at me,
"say something" i asked
"i thought you told me everything, so in a way youve been lying and keeping big secrets behind my back, somethings about to go down, you didnt even tell me" he said turning a bit angry.
"okay i understand your angry, but please hear my side of it" i begged
"im sorry i just dont know if i cant right now" he said still not looking at me.
I stood up about to leave,
"i just thought if i fixed this on my own, it would all be finished and you could love me for me, like i love you for you" i said tears streaming down my face id blown it.
"you love me" he said his eyes wide open his face striken with shock.
Just then i ran off, i was humiliated yet again.
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secrets of a small town girl (one direction)
FanfictionRachel has a dark secret, she has moved to a new town made new friends tried to start a new life she has even caught the eye of harrystyles but how long would it be until her past comes back to haunt her and the ones the loves.
