secrets of a small town girl (one direction)

~second chance

I just cried and cried until I had no tears left to give. I didn't even know why I was crying I didn't even know Harry very well but I thought I could trust him now he's gone and humiliated me. I didn't feel like being alone so I called Melody and told her to come over for a bit, she could tell by the way I was talking that something was up so I told her my address and within five minutes she was over. As soon as I opened the door she gave me a huge hug and asked me what I was upset about so I told her all that happened with Harry. This time I didn't cry I was done crying about boys they weren't worth it. I wasn't ready to let it all go I wanted Harry to hurt like I was right now, I don't get mad I get even. But the trouble was I was mad I was so frustrated and so pissed off if melody wasn't here who knows what I would've done, "forget about him if that's the way he wants to treat you then you can do better" she said. "but I can't do any better than Harry Styles you don't get any better" I said. "well josh seems to really like you" she said. "I know and I know I don't know Harry well but there's something about him that I really like, I'm shocked more than anything else, I think I'm done with boys for the meantime" i said. "don't say that Harry might surprise you there might be more to it than what you think" she said trying to give me hope although I could see even she didn't believe that. The doorbell rang I had no idea who it could be, I didn't want to see anyone so I asked Melody if she could answer it, so she jumped up and walked over to the door. I heard a familiar voice, it gave me butterflies why was Harry here to make me feel even more stupid? I waited around the corner trying to hear their conversation. I heard Melody say "she doesn't want to talk to you what are you even doing here" "I want to apologise explain to her what happened I feel so bad", he said his voice was all shaky he seemed generally upset. "well think how she feels" Melody replied. "please let me talk to her, even if she doesn't want to see me anymore I cant leave things like this" he begged. "you have one minute" I said emerging from around the corner.

We stepped outside to have a little privacy although I could tell Melody was listening through the door. "explain why you don't want to be seen with me". I demanded "well I just didnt want to see you get hurt, after all you've been through" he said " look I appreciate you coming to tell me that but I'm going to have to ask you to leave now" I said "no I want to be with you I just dont want you to deal with the paparazzi the death threats the hate the constant attention from fans i do want to be seen with you". He explained "oh please how come it's taken you so long to say this, I asked you when we were out and you just stood there and made me feel like such an idiot, I can handle hate but I can't handle being your dirty little secret while I still have my pride, let's just finish this before it starts, and before we get too involved" I said. "it wouldnt be like that I just wanted it for your own good we would have been found out eventually". He argued "you want to know why I don't want to keep us a secret" I asked "no" he replied. "as soon as you said it I felt like such a slut, I'm used to people making me feel cheap and slutty but I didn't expect it from you I thought you were different". I said starting to tear up again "oh god no that was not my intention believe me you wouldn't just be there for me to take advantage I generally like you, your strong confident funny and insanely beautiful, I knew as soon as I met you you were one in a million and Im not ready to let you slip away" he said. I couldn't take it anymore so I leant up and kissed him, we stood there for ages just kissing before I finally pulled away and said "that is the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me, your forgiven as long as we're not a secret anymore if you honestly think I am one in a million you would want to let the world know I'm yours" I said he hugged me and whispered in my ear "consider it done" he walked away and told me he would call me later, I walked back inside my heart beating like crazy Harry was amazing.