secrets of a small town girl (one direction)

~unconsciousness

Harry pov: 

She was lying on the ground drink in hand her eyes were shut but she was still breathing. Becky was shaking her frantically until she eventually looked up at us.

"go away" she groaned

Becky grabbed some sort of pills out of her hand,

"how many have you taken" she demanded

"evidentally not enough" she replied she was slurring her words and taking forever to get her sentences out but at least she was still alive

"rach i need to know now how many pills have you taken, your life depends on this" 

"chillax, im fine im just sleepy" she said giggling, i know realised she was absolutely hammered, 

She obviously didnt notice me as when she turned her head, her eyes were wide open and she rolled onto her stomach and mumbled into the grass

"just leave me alone to die"

Becky gave up reasoning with her and turned to me

"what are we going to do"

"i-i dont know, what the, how did she uhh" i stammered failing to come to terms with what had almost happened

"Harry i need your help i cant help her on my own, shes in a fragile state try and reason with her please" she begged.

"shes fine shes just drunk" i replied.

"no shes not, i know her"

"yeah well she seems fine to me, just incredibly drunk"

"ya know what fine, you go home, have a nice life" she said as she went back to Rachels side.

I walked away back home i wasnt playing any stupid games Rachel was fine there was nothing wrong with her, she was drunk and i didnt want anything to do with it. Just then Becky came chasing after me,

"please im sorry just stay, if you go and something happens to her how could you ever forgive yourself"

"i cant do anything shes just drunk"

"shes taken some pills, we dont know how long those things take to have an effect, look im going to take her to the hospital, but we cant tell her thats where were going or she will kick off big time, she hates hospitals"

I just nodded and as we walked back she had stopped squirming around on the ground she was just lying there, still as a rock, lifeless almost, she was asleep again or so i thought

"Harry shes not waking up" 

"what"

"i said she isnt waking up, cmon Rach WAKEUP WAKEUP" she was yelling in floods of tears. "OH MY GOD HARRY WHERE ARE THE REST OF THE PILLS"

I ran to her side and dropped to the ground i held Rachels head in my lap tears of my own dripping down my face.

Becky was listening to her chest for a heartbeat, "its beating but its irregular im sure of it" she said

"call an ambulance then" i practically yelled

"what have i done" i whispered as Becky frantically yelled instructions to the ambulance man. I continued to hold Rachel in my arms 

"wake up Rach please" i sobbed