secrets of a small town girl (one direction)

~a true friend never leaves

As we arrived home everyone else was already there waiting, as we got in Skylar and Mel rushed over and hugged us. 

Skylar started to cry as she took in the mark on Beckys face and the blood running down her hand from her knuckles,

"im so sorry, i shouldve stayed, i shouldve helped"

"you got everyone away from him thats as much help as we could ask for" Becky reassured her

"so what happened?"

"well, we got rid of him for tonight i dont know how long hes going to stay away for my guess is not long" 

Everyone left apart from Harry Skylar went to clean the blood off of Beckys hand and put it in a bandage.

"you better go, its getting late" i said to Harry

"i need to know your okay"

"im fine" i smiled 

"you sure?, call me tomorrow?"

I nodded still a bit shaky from tonights events, we said our goodbyes at the door as i wandered over to talk to the girls.

"you okay Beck"

"fucking fantasic" she grumbled as she brushed past me and out of the room

"why are you being like this, you were fine with me not long ago"

"Rach you just dont get it do you"

"no i guess i dont"

"none of our lives will ever be the same, we keep saying we can handle him but we cant, what about his little gang, look at me" She said gesturing to the deep red mark on her head, and the blood soaked bandage, "and that was three of us on one of him, what happens when him and his mates confront just one of us"

"but we can solve things together"

"what like we did the first time when he tried to kill me, Rachel he held a knife to me, i was too damn scared to give a statement at the trial because if the charges were dropped he would finish me off, swiftly followed by you, im tired of putting my ass on the line, im done, ill be gone in the morning im really sorry"

"please dont go i cant handle this on my own"

"you have Sky"

"actually" Sky cut in, "my flight leaves tomorrow, if i dont go back i could loose my job, i just didnt know how to tell you"

"you know what you go ill be fine, ill just loose my life, but thats okay becuase you can keep your fucking job and you can abandon me when i need you like always" i yelled 

"thats a little unfair" Sky retaliated 

"oh im sorry have i hurt your feelings you really need a reality check"

"i really am sorry but i cant loose my job its all i ever worked for"

"i guess ill see you in a few years when you remember you have a sister then" i said as i stormed up to my room, slamming my door i curled up into my bed and cried myself to sleep.

I heard the door close in the morning i ran down the stairs and Sky had gone, she was really leaving again, and Becky was probably not long before her, she was pretty pissed the day before.

To my surprise someone put their arm around me and scared me half to death. 

"she will be back again someday" i heard Becky say from beside me

i gasped in shock "you're still here"

"for the timebeing, Rach im so sorry i shouldnt have been so selfish but its just too dangerous i know it was me that caused this by not letting you go to the police but i stand by my decision and last night was just the shock talking im not going to just go and leave you"

"just go, ill be fine, i just wish me and Sky ended on better parts"

"its not the end, you never know she might come back soon"

"nah im not filling myself with false hope, and im going to need to distance myself from Harry i just need to focus myself and straighten things out first"

"well Mel called a few times shes real worried about you"

"ill go out and meet her when im dressed, thanks for staying but if you want to go its fine i wont hold any blame on you im not like that"

Becky just smiled, i could tell she was hiding her real feelings, she was smiling but i saw it i always see straight through her.