9:19pm
Today my mom took me to go shopping for school. Ive always liked going shopping but whenever i found something i really liked and then once i tried it on and it didn't fit i would get upset about it and wouldn't eat for a few days. Well today when i was trying on pants, my regular size 0 didn't fit anymore. I had to go up to a size 1, i know a size one isn't bad but its a lot to me especially since its my body its happening to. I told my mom that i was getting fatter but she just said that it was my curves coming in but having a stomach that sticks out isn't exactly a curve. She never listens to me though, she just ignores me like I'm a stranger sometimes. Thats why i just prefer to stay in my room all day and ignore everyone just like they ignore me. But once I'm out of my room everyone seems so surprised even if it just to get water they act surprise like as if its a bad thing to come out of my room. I don't even really see whats bad in that though cause they do it right back its like their spitting right in my face for no reason. There isn't a day that goes by when my family doesn't say one of their stupid little comments to me.
