What love really is

Chapter twenty one

{ Emma's POV }

I striped down into my pjs before going downstairs, Luke and I were the only ones home, the other boys were out. I sat next to him and I scrolled through twitter when I came across something.

@ilove5sos can't wait to see the boys in only two weeks. Let the huge tour begin.

' Tour ?! ' That was the only thing going through my head. I sat up and moved away from Luke

" Hey what's wrong " Luke said worried face.

I looked at him. How could he just lie to my face ! I knew he would know it was only two weeks away !

" Emma what's going on " Luke said walking over to me.

" Luke ! " I yelled in his face.

" What, I'm so confused " He said peering at my phone.

" Your going on tour ! " I yelled in his face, that when I saw guilt, guilt in his eyes.

" I was uhh " Luke said looking down.

" You what Luke ! " I yelled in his face.

" I was going to tell you. I just didn't know how " he came over to me, trying to look me in eye.

" How long it is for ? " I said looking at him.

He just looked down at his feet again.

" God damn it Luke ! how long are you going for " I yelled.

" Six months " he mumbled.

" Six months !! And you weren't going to tell me " I was furious.

" I was, we only found out a couple of days ago. I'm trying to ask management - "

" You know what save it " I snapped, I could feel the tears spilling down my cheeks.

" Please don't cry " Luke said trying to comfort me but I just pushed him away.

" How could you do th-is " I chocked.

" I knew you were hiding something.. Is that why Calum and Ruby are always fighting, because Ruby doesn't want him to go " I said.

" Listen I'm trying, management are just be assholes. I promise if anything you can come " He pleaded.

" I can't believe you would lie to me ! " I yelled.

" I didn't lie to you ! " Luke yelled back.

" Well you didn't tell me, did you ! " I was so angry at him six months is such a long time.

" Emma please you don't understand " He said.

" What do I understand. That you are going on tour for six bloody months " I cried harder.

" Please just look at me " Luke said walking closer to me.

" I don't want to hear it " I yelled before running up the stairs and locking myself into my room.

Luke banged on the door several times but I just cried into my hands. I wasn't sad he was leaving but I know what will happen. He will forget about me .. he will move on

I open the door to see him sitting there crying as well.

" Oh no please, I didn't mean to make you cry " I sat down next to him

" I promise I will do everything " Luke said looking at me with his blue eyes.

" No you have to go. It's your job I will just miss you so much " I hugged him and cried more into his shirt.