What love really is

Chapter twenty five

{ Emma POV }

" Luke a little help " I said standing on the ladder attempting to hang up more fairy lights.

" Coming " Luke said. He picked up and gave me more reach to hang the pretty lights around the house.

" Thank you " I breathed getting put down and going to another box to unpack more Christmas goodies.

The boys left for the studio, just a quick meeting while I just continued decorating the house. Ruby was out shopping for presents.

I pressed play on my iPhone and let any song spill through the speakers.

" Knocking around the Christmas tres " I danced around to the Christmas tune.

I dusted off the picture I had of Morgan. It was sitting on a shelf in the living room, it was a fond memory of us as kids. Everything was always going to be a first, first Easter with out her, first thanksgiving, first Christmas. Although their were two days I will never forget..

June 14th Morgans death

December 20th Morgans birthday.

Today was December 20th Morgans 18th birthday we had all these amazing plans about both our days were going to plan out. Although neither of us got anything close, we both didn't have each other. I decided to head down to the grave yard and place some flowers down.

I turned off the music and picked some fresh flowers from the park and jumped into my car.

I walk along the dirty grass and passed many names, a brother, sister, mother, father, dog anyone. I came to a white plaque with fresh writing on it

Morgan Anne Hall

1996 - 2014

A beautiful young women who's life was sadly cut short

I placed the sunflowers down, one of her favourite flowers and sat down in front of the grave.

" I miss you so much " I spoke.

" Its so different without you " I looked down at my hands.

" I just came back from tour, it was lots of fun. It summer now our favourite season, the warm water and cold drinks. I haven't really surfed, it reminds me to much of you". I didn't even notice I was crying until until water dropped down onto my hands.

" Today is your 18th birthday we had so many plans. Remember when we were 12 and said no matter what on our 18 we had to be so drunk we wouldn't even remember the next day " I said smiling.

" I haven't really talked to your family. They moved away and mum blamed it all on me. All the boys miss you heaps, the boys are really my family now, I have no one else. " I picked at the grass.

" I just - mis- s you so much Morgan " I began sobbing, why did life have to be hard.

" Thank you for listening to me, please say hi to my father for me. I haven't talked to him for ages, I hardly remember what he looks like anymore " I said shaking my head.

" I love you please watch out for all of us " I cried turning around pulling out my phone.

" Luke can you please come pick me up " I was still crying, I didn't know how much I missed her until I opened up.

" Babe are you ok " He sounded worried.

" Yeah I'm at the grave yard " I sniffed.

" I'm on my way " he whispered, he must had remembered when I told him the other day .