Where i belong

CHAPTER 21

Pov-zero

Sitting on my bed. Two thirty in the morning. Yeah I have school tomorrow but who cares?

Hands pressed to my head. Elbows leaning on my knees. Thinking.

For the past two weeks I've been avoiding the group. Why? Cause they might find out that I beat up tobias and get mad. I didn't mean to beat him up...

Well I wanted to beat him up, a punch in the gut and face not fifty punches.

I got mad and something just clicked in me. I know I should of stopped when blood was coming out of his mouth but I couldn't, I couldn't stop, the anger in me wanted out.

Right when I got to the devil's place, where I am now, I accidentally punched the wall and put a hole in it......I'm gonna die if Jessy or Patty sees it.

I covered it up with a little poster I found in the hallway on the floor. It has a picture of a horse, probably from a calendar or something.

I shake my head slightly and got up from the bed. I stretch and then let out a breath of air.

I pull my sheets back and layed down. Covering myself with the itchy blanket. I close my eyes, slowly, letting sleep take over.

I breath in, trying to catch my breath from the horrible nightmare I just had.

I look around. Silent. I get up off my bed and head over to the door.

I turn the nob but stop when I hear whispering.

"You need to stop drinking, your making yourself look bad in front of zero!"

Mom?

"You can't tell me what to do, that kid is a monster, demon! Why won't you just get rid of him!"

Dad?

"He is our son. I want him to have a loving family. I don't want him to have memories of his father being drunk and me, his mother being mean to him!"

"He's a demon child. He needs to leave. He's a monster. He doesn't belong in this house. He a retarded kid with no brain!"

What? Why is dad saying that?

"He is not, he the smartest kid I know, to smart to even be a four year old, why won't you just stop with the drinking and see what he's like, you haven't even gave him a chance, you pushed him away since he was born!"

I open the door and sit at the top of the stairs. I look down and see mom and dad standing In front of each other.

"HES NOT MY CHILD!"

I see mom jump slightly, crossing her arms.

"He is, why can't you see that?"

"He- he's- it's because he-"

I run back into my bedroom, shutting the door and locking it. Tears going down my face.

I wipe my face with my shirt and go to my desk drawer.

I sit in my chair and open my other drawer and got my pencil and notebook and started to write .

April 23
Page 78.

Today waz a good day. My mum branged me two the park today. We hanged out aend plaed on the swengs. We lauphed and smiled. We got hom aend dad waz back frum worc. He had a naste smeel on him. He loked werd two. He yealed a lot at mum four branging me two the park.

Twonight my dad aend mum is yeeleng at echother. Dad saed I waz reatarted. reatarted? Iz that a good theng?

I doent meen two make dad angary. Dad if yaou evar sea this I ame sorre four aeny thing I have doen two yaou.

Mum I aem sorre four makeeng yaou angary two. Yaou help me sumtiems two but yaou stell hurt me. I'm sorre for oll ove the thengs I had doen two make yaou both angary.

Frum yaours truly-
Zero the hero

I close and put my book back into my drawer and put my pencil on my desk.

I go to my bed a layed back down. Covering my ears with my other pillow to block out the whisper-yelling going on downstairs.

I pull my covers up and closed my eyes. Hoping for a good dream.
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I open my eyes and sat up, breathing heavily. I look out the window. Sunset. That means I have to get up.

I get up off my bed and start doing my morning routine.

Today's is going to be tough.
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Hello chicken peeps 🥚🐣🐥🐤

So sorry for the short chapter.. at least it's longer than the last one righttttt? No? Okay=_=

Anyways hoped you like this short chapter.. again sorry.

Sorry for any grammer mistakes 😅😓

Sorry I haven't been writing chapters. School sucks.

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