Mind Of Love

PTBHB 38

Cline's POV

Sitting on the shore seeing how the amazing sun sets on its own indicates that it's getting dark.

A week of running away. A week of thinking if I'm going fight for her. But a week of missing her.

I look at on my phone when it rings. I see her name on the screen. She's calling again. She keeps on calling me but I kept on ignoring every missed calls and messages came from her. I miss her so much. I miss her.

I closed my eyes. And feel the air touches on my skin . I can only hear is the waves coming from the ocean. This place is nice. I can have a peace of mind here.

"Yow" I open my eyes when I heard Kissiah's voice. I just look at her blankly and stares on the sky after.

She sat beside on me and tap my shoulder

" Til' when you're going on running away from the reality?" She asks out of nowhere

I look at her for a while and then shrugs

"Oh come on Cline. You need to go back on her arms. I heard that 2 weeks from now is her forced marriage" I look down and closed my eyes stopping the tears that is coming out from my eyes.

Don't wanna cry again. I know. 2 weeks. 2 weeks from now she'll be married to that guy Jacob

I felt Kissiah's hands caressing my back

"Umuwi kana Cline. She's waiting for you" she said and hug  me tight

"H-How?" I ask stuttering

"You mean? How? How to go home and be in her arms again? Or how you'll going to face her after all?" She meaningfully ask

"How can I get her back" I said and hugs her tight

"How? Go home and face her. Fight for her" she said. She keeps on telling me that I should stop hiding for several times.

But I don't have the strength to do those all. I don't have the strength to face the she called 'reality'

Kumalas ako sa pagkakayakap sakanya at tumitig lang sa dagat . Madilim na at tanging buwan lamang ang nabibigay liwanag samin. Kita ko ang reflection ng buwan sa tubig. Ang ganda nitong tignan.

"It's beuatiful  how the moon's light reflects to the water" I said that makes Kz stares on the ocean

"Ang ganda" tanging nabanggit niya sa kabila ng katahimikan.

Tahimik. Sobrang tahimik. Ni ang malalalim na paghinga ko ay ang tanging maririnig sa kabila ng ingay ng Alon  na humahampas sa dalampasigan at mga bato.

Parang musikang kung pakinggan. Di alam kung malungkot o masaya ang pinapatugtog.

"It's dark. You're not going home?" She ask

"Don't want to" I answered.

I just see her nod through to my peripheral vision.

"Don't want to go home and cry over again and again" I continually said.

"You love her but you can't find the right word nor the reason why you need to fight for her" her litany

"Do you mean by that?" I confusedly ask

"You can't find it---No. You're just blind by your thoughts. You have the reason to be back. You even used it for how many times" makabulohan niyang sabi

"And what it is?" Tanong ko ulit na lalong mas napaggulo sa isip ko Yung sinabi Niya

"Your love for her" she said while smiling