I feel horribly ill
So horribly ill in my head
I haven't felt this awful since early last spring,
When my anxiety was only just starting to melt into insignificance
Now I feel it's getting worse again
Gosh darn it...
I don't want to get tossed into the waves again
In the ocean where I'm violently tossed about and have no control
I can't let the pain take over again
This can't happen again
My mind feels wounded and trapped
So sick
And I feel all too familiar feelings of loneliness and unworthiness
I'm sick
I'm horribly, dreadfully ill
God, please don't let me sink into the darkness again
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Swoosh - a book of breezy poetry
PoésieSome of the least poetic poems you'll ever read, written by, you guessed it, me! These are some thoughts and feelings that I tried to put into words. I started writing poetry regularly back in January, so the poems in this book kind of tell the stor...
