Foreordained. || Park Jinyoung fanfic

New feelings.

"Would it hurt you? If I liked her too?"

Something about his question made my heart twitch. I look at his eyes and I lose myself into that sea of black stars. The river and the lights reflected on them made me lose myself completely.

Why am I suddenly hurt? Why does his question hurt so much? Maybe they're really into each other. I remember Vernecia talking about him at times, but I didn't know it'd be this.

This happened many times, but the burning sensation I feel in my heart right now, was for the first time.
I like him? Since when? I question myself as realization struck me.

I didn't know that I was staring at him for long until I suddenly felt his hand touch my face making me close my eyes and let down a tear that was probably hiding around some corner of my eye that I didn't know about.

I immediately turn away my face from him and onto the river. I just hoped he wouldn't have notice the tear that left my eye.
I can't be honest with him regarding this question. Hell, I don't even know why I'm feeling this way.

He turns back my face towards him using both his hands and cupping it in between.
"No. It wouldn't hurt." I lie. "It happened way too many times for it to make a difference now." I say again as I move his hands away from my face and avoid any eye contact.
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He then turns towards the river himself as I hear him ask his next question,

"Then why did you kiss me?"