𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤 [𝕕𝕪𝕝𝕒𝕟 𝕠'𝕓𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟]

My Universe

"She left in the middle of the night. I thought she was just going to the bathroom but when she didn't return, my blood ran cold and I couldn't breathe", I stopped, it had been months since she left, but I couldn't bring myself to stop think about them.

"Go on, this is a safe place", my therapist told me. "She wasn't the first girl to leave, to think she wasn't good enough... but she- she was different". My breath caught in my throat as memories played through my head like a slideshow.

"Different how?", Ms. Royale, the therapist had asked.

I shrugged, "I knew we were meant to be. I wasn't just a fling, a one and done. I knew we were gonna be together forever. I don't know what happened".

Ms. Royale sighed, "These things happen, maybe she'll come ba-" I cut her off

"She won't, no one has. I thought she would never leave me, I would never leave her", My words came out rushed as the memory of her leaving the warmth of our bed came back to me.

The buzzer went off. I'd already been an hour? I don't remember any of the first minutes.

"Times up"

"Bye Ms. Royale", I stood up from the chair and walked out. 'Maybe she'll come back', I thought to myself, 'Or not'.

I walked out the front door after paying and Tyler, my best friend was waiting for me outside. "I-I found her.. if you wanna see her. Her Insta", Posey was giddy for me. I didn't have the energy to be happy. She was my energy, my life, my happiness, my everything. My Universe.