Hello, Just Me Here

How Could You?

How could you?

You knew my thoughts were the worst monster to be and yet you left me alone with them

How could you?

You knew I would over think every action, every little detail

How could you?

You made me believe I was worthless to you without saying a word

How could you?

You kept me waiting for days on end

How could you?

You made me believe your silence towards me was my fault

How could you?

I spent several nights awake crying at the thought of you gone and wondering what I did wrong

How could you?

I spent hours wondering where I made a mistake

How could you?

I've been silently crying and screaming inside

I've tried to tell you but I can't make out the words when I believe I'm just a nuisance

I meant to apologize for what I believe I did wrong

But I've never told you what's been going on inside of me

The constant battles I fight at the thought of you

You never knew

How could you?

I never told you