The smiles I fake
The laughs I force
The lies I've said
The prices I've paid
The glitter and sparkles
Are just rust and ash
The rainbows in rain
Are just blood from my veins
The cheer so clear
A lie
A mask
The eyes so bright
The scars that last
The guilt and pain
The pressure gained
The fog
The sun
The brightness is gone
The moon
So dull
The clouds
Are full
The rain
It's red
From the battles we've fought
In silence
Self violence
My past?
I forgot
The smiles I fake
The laughs I force
The lies I've said
The happiness that grows blood red
It's done
A few more added
My mind just a bit more maddened
Me?
Just a little saddened
But that's okay
That's alright
I never said I'd give up the fight
Not yet at least
There's still more to go
So while I'm here
I'll put on a show
With every smile I'll fake
Every laugh I'll force
Every lie I'll say
And the prices I'll pay
YOU ARE READING
Hello, Just Me Here
RandomJust some writing to get my mind off things, not all are good but they're there.
