Hello, Just Me Here

I'm Fine

I'm fine I say with a trembling voice

I'm fine I say as if I had no other choice

I'm fine I say as I battle my mind

My thoughts are killing me but that's not your problem it's mine

My past mistakes are floating through my head

The rumors they said which you believed make me wish I were dead

But I'm fine I say for the thousand time

I may not mean it but I've been dying to hear it

Tears are falling as I'm stalling

I've been wanting to tell you but what's the point

No one can save someone from themselves

Thoughts and ideas can't be killed

Unless the person themselves are killed

But let's not go to that part of my mind

After all it's not yours it's mine

I'm fine after all

It could be much worse

I could be dead, a rotting cold corpse

I'm fine, this storm with pass

But I'm not sure my patience and sanity will last