why don't we

part 15

I had my first cemo treat meant and I felt tired like i just want to sleep but I didn't I was heading for my second one over the past couple days I was just sitting in the waiting for it to run out in just thinking when I'm not having cemo I'm on my word eating because there making me they watch me like a hawck making sure I don't throw it away or something but today there letting me move into my flat not to far from here so I can just walk back and forth

Now that all my medication has been put in my system I can go back to my old flat and get my stuff

I walk out of the hospital and wait for my uber to arrive as it get here I get in it was a quick drive I got and played the man and walk to the flat I walk in and everyone except Tristan was there

I was straight past them and go to my room pack all my cloths shoes make up tooth brush and all my money I have I was about to walk out bedroom door but Jonah's there

Jonah : can we talk please
Tegan : no sorry I need to go
Jonah : please Tristan hasent told us  what happend with please just let us in and we can help
Tegan : u can't ok I'm going to the hospital now ok
Jonah : no I need to know what wrong
Tegan : bye Jonah

I was about to walk out the front door but everyone blocks me

Tegan : let's me go I need to head back the hospital
Bry: are u living in the hospital
Tegan : at the moment I am now bye
Christian : please don't we can with what ever u need were be there
Tegan : u can help with this ok
Corbyn ,we can we promise we can u
Tegan : u can't help with this right I do I love all so much but I can't near u guys ok now bye

I walk out the door and order anther uber to drop me off at my flat not far as I get in the uber I tell him where to go when we get there I was and it really quite I don't like it 

Jonah pov

Jonah : guys what happen that made and trsitan so quite
Zach : idk maybe he got her pregnant
Christian : really Zach u had to say that
Zach : what
Bry: well u never know since they did get close one they left tem 10 mean all we know they could be dating
Jonah : do u rely think she could be pregnant with Tristan baby
Gabbie : that is if she pregnant mean she might not be
Daniel : I agree she said she was wait for the right person to come alone
Jonah : but what if she been leading me on the whole time
Christian : I don't think she has I think its more important then being pregnant I can sence it
Corbyn : are u a dog or something
Christian : no
Jack : I just hope she ok we've made really good friends with her the past couple weeks
Jonah : Yh I mean I started to really like her I mean from the first time saw  her she was beautiful
Everyone : Yh

Christian : we just need to get her to trust us again to find what's wrong with her before we go back
Jonah : Yh we go back in a week what are we gonna do we don't even where she's gonna be because she can't live at the hospital forever
Gabbie : then tomrrow we go to the hospital and talk to her
Jonah : that's if she let's us and we need to find Tristan
Kayla: I agree I need him in my life my bestfriend

Jonah : Tristan where are u

Trsitan : I'm out for a bit I'm going back to flat in 5 or so minutes

Jonah : ok we need to talk to u

Trsitan. : ok

Jonah : he's gonna be here soon
Bry: do u think he's gonna speak
Jonah : I hope so

As were waiting he finally walks in

Jonah : Tristan are u feeling ok
Tristan : I'm ok
Jonah : what happen with Tessa
Tristan : the doctor told me if we didn't call the 999 she would of died
Jonah : what why
Tristan : so u know how u never saw her eat
Jonah : Yh
Tristan : she was starving herself but once I found out I started to flip out on her and freaked out shouting after I finish she was shouting at me she kept saying that she fat and ugly and that she worthless and more like that and she told me to leave and not come back
Jonah : my god so all the times we asked her for food and said no she was starving her self
Corbyn : I wish we played more action to her we aren't good friends
Zach : we are it's just she hide it well
Kayla : how do u think I feel I've lived with her for almost a year and it's happing when were around

We were sitting there in silence just thinking

Tegan pov

I just sitting in the flat thinking how is my next cemo treatment is going to happen my hair is going to fall out soon and I'm going to get really cold with all the cemo I'm not looking forward to it because I could die if it doesn't work or go for sugery and something could go wrong with I could just die on the table

I was pulled out my thouts when my phone starts to ring I just leave it
My phone keeps going crazy I turn my phone off and I just lay in the bed slowly drifting to sleep

I woke up 7 am the next morning and turn my phone back on and I have so many text and calls from everyone
Just cheak social media and I go have a bath to warm up a bit before going back to the hospital for my next cemo treatment after I while I get out and change I walk up the hospital and say my name blablabal and walk up the ward I pull my sleeves up and needle gose back in my arm and just wait for it to drain in my system and I fall asleep great but I'm so God dam tired
After while of being a sleep I woke to the nurse with my phone

Tegan : what are u doing with my phone
Nurse : this Jonah person kept trying to call but I don't know how to turn it on silent so I answer it tell him stop calling u at the moment because cemo treatment
Tegan : wait u told him about my cemo
Nuruse : did he not know
Tegan : no I didn't want him to know or my friend oh great and I still got load of this shit to in my system
Nurse : I'm sorry
Tegan : no it's fine they were gonna find out somehow because I will be going bald soon

Jonah pov

I kept calling Tegan and finally u answers
Nurse : hello this the nurse of Tegan she is currtly asleep due to the cemo she's doing
Jonah : what do u mean cemo she's got an eating disorder
Nurse: Yh she dose but she also has cancer sir did u not know
Jonah : Yh I know sorry I'm gonna be at the hospital any second bye

Jonah : guys we need to go hospital now Tegan has cancer
Everyone : what