why don't we

part 16

Jonah pov

As soon as we found out we were all rushing to hospital think how long has this been going out we are all in 2 car as soon as I get there I ask the lady where she is

Jonah : where is Tegan boyland
Lady : give me a sec how do u spell boyland
Tristan : b o y l a n d
Lady : u can see her on 3 floor ward coom
Jonah : thank u

I rush up the stairs as the other go in the lift trying to find her as quick as possible

Jonah : I'm here to see tegan boyland
Nurse : are u Jonah
Jonah : Yh I am
Nurse : sorry but she said u can see her the only person she wants in is a Tristan tales
Jonah : but I want to see her I need to
Nurse : I'm sorry but she said if a Jonah marais askes to me tell him to not  come here anymore
Jonah : please
Nurse : is a Tristan tales
Trsitan : Yh that's me
Nurse : come this way

Tegan pov

I can't believe the stupid nurse told him I was here

Nurse : u have a guest do u want to him
Tegan : who is it
Tristan : it's me tesals
Tegan : come in but u got 5 minutes
Trsitan : tesals how could u not tell me
Tegan : I found out as soon as u left the room I was so mad at everyone and everything that I just don't want people to know
Tristan : well we would know because u know things change when u go though cemo
Tegan : yes I know hair will start yo come out I get cold all the time u go pail and ... I can't ...have kids
Tristan : I'm sorry this happening to u don't  deserve this my beautiful bestfriend but I've got one thing that o thing is wrong
Tegan.: and what is that
Tristan : the others they want to see u look after u so can u please just let them in
Tegan : but all I'm going to do is die so it's just best if they forget about me
Tristan : your not gonna die your a fighter u always have and always will be so please let the others in please
Tegan : Idk
Trsitan : please 5 minutes let them see u
Tegan : fine but 5 minutes
Trsitan : I'll get them

Trsitan walks out the door And I wait a couple seconds before they all come flooding in they all had red puffy eyes all about to hug me

Tegan : u can't hug me the needle is in my arm
Daniel : sorry it's just the past couple days have been hard because u know u haven't spooke to us barley and then finding out what wrong with u
Tegan.: well if it wasent for the stupid nurse tell Jonah where I was things would be better because I don't want this I don't u all here feeling sorry for me
Bry: well we are because u are our bestfriend u are all our glues to the friendships
Tegan : didn't feel like it the other day
Jonah : what do u mean by that
Tegan : u had a go at me when u saw me and Daniel and then once we got to the round stone  u were all having your own conventions and I felt left out
Kayla: I'm sorry I made u feel like that
Tegan : it's fine
Jonah : can i ask u one thing
Tegan : what is it
Jonah : how long has your eating disorder been going on
Tegan : can u go now
Jonah : no I need to know how long
Tegan : it doesn't matter I just want to be left alone now
Nurse : can i have a look at the bag
Tegan : Yh
Nurse : ok u can go now the bag has all gone
Tegan : thank u

As she took the needle out Zach passed out

Jack : omg Zach are u ok wake up
Tegan : that is the funniest thing I've seen in ages but i do hope he's ok

After while or so Zach starts waking up

Zach : what happend
Tegan : u pasted out when u saw the needle been taken out of my arm
Zach : oh did I forget to tell u I hate needles
Jonah : but u have a tattoo
Zach : yes I know but I kept my eyes shut the whole time that I just saw out of no where
Tegan : ok well it's nice to know your ok but I have to go back home
Tristan : where are u living
Tegan.: in a flat the hospital help me pay for it while I'm doing cemo because I have no where to live
Bry: but u do with us and what about your visa
Tegan : dew to me been in hospital and having cancer I can stay till I die
Jonah : your not going to die
Tegan : but i am I let my system die because I wasent eating and then me having all this cemo is making me sleepy and cold I just don't want to be able to go being bold and IF i beat cancer and start to live with life I can't can kids of my own
Jonah : 1 u will beat cancer
2 no one will care if u have no hair
3 if I can't have kids that's fine because u can adopt and make a kids life better
Tegan : I guess your right about kids but everything else I'm not I just no it but I need to get back in tired
Bry: have u eaten today
Tegan : .......