Smash Into You

Chapter 13: Ruin

After an intense make out session, Lucy slid onto my chest and I held her while watching a movie. When the movie was over she walked me to the door and we said our goodbyes and good night's on the way.

I had just slipped out, moving to grab my keys out of my pocket so I can make my ride home. That was until I felt her grab my hand before I could get any further. The Lucy I knew was confident and cool like steel, but the girl I looked upon just then was a bit nervous while asking for a kiss good night.

I'm such an idiot. Of course she wanted a kiss good night, but I had been in such a great mood that I completely forgot about going for one. She avoided my eyes a bit when I turned fully around to give her one, and when I pulled her flushed against me, I felt her smile against my lips.

I was supposed to be leaving, but I swear I couldn't pull away from her. It was something about her personality contradicting her actions that forced me to take in every hand out she gave. She was smooth, confident, and teasing, but when it came to human contact and affection, her hands clung a bit desperately, her whines seemed so needy, and her moans sounded like begs.

The girl that would whip anyone she met just turned submissive, craving for the simple touches I would give her. I wasn't strong enough. I don't think I would have ever been strong enough to pull away from her as long as she asked me to stick around.

So, of course I ended up having her pressed against the wall just a step inside of her home, door wide open. Of course it ended with her wrapping her legs around my waist as I held her there, nipping, sucking, and nuzzling at her neck every time she pulled away to breathe, because I would rather suffocate then to pull back from her when she obviously needed me so desperately. And of course when her first moan slipped past her lips I had to shakily keep my hands where they were, forcing myself not to move too fast.

Eventually, while we were breathing hard with her still against the wall, we came down from the fever that consumed us. She held on to me, scratching my back softly as she leaned her head down on my shoulder. For a moment, we didn't say anything. just her hanging on to me as I held her up.

Seconds past before Lucy took a breath, turned her face into my neck, and nuzzled before mumbling, "I'm jealous of this Lauren girl. I want you to myself."

What the living fuck? I couldn't. I couldn't handle it. Her personality contradicted her affections so perfectly and my system was on overload. Heart hammering in my chest at her words, I pulled back carefully to catch a glimpse of her face. While doing so, I also allowed her to stand on her own, but there was no way I wasn't keeping her against the wall.

Her face was slightly red and she avoided my eyes as her head was turned looking further into her apartment. Taking her chin carefully I pulled her back towards me and when her eyes reached mine, I gave her a smile. She bit her lip, "I can't believe I just said that. I must sound clingy."

I laughed softly before leaning in and nipping her lips. The contact played a smile at her lips, which I got to admire as I pulled away. Then teasingly, I corrected her, "Not clingy, yet."

She pushed against my chest, obviously embarrassed as she huffed 'whatever' to me. I couldn't help but laugh. I eased away from her as she pushed me away. Still, I managed to steal a kiss before giving her space, which only seemed to make her squirm.

Her eyes went back to avoiding me as I watched her steadily. Then when she showed no sign of bringing them back, I began in a worried voice, "Hey, I think there is something in your eye."

She blinked, turning towards me while looking slightly worried herself, she asked, "Seriously? Can you see it? What is it?"

I leaned in close, staring hard as if I were trying to figure out what it was. Then, with an 'of course' face suddenly shifting my features, I said, "Oh, it's just a sparkle. False alarm."