i was a cringe teenager (not much has changed)

(7) bloom into bleeding hearts.

It's been days and we've lost contact.
I miss the way your voice sounded as you made me laugh.
Or how to sang to me at nights.
I miss the way you never urged me to go away,
And how you stayed when I asked you to.
They say things fade into dust quickly and it takes time to rebuilt,
I had not known how honest that sentence had been.
But I want your faded parts too,
Because I would love you even if you were a old and rusted picture,
Or a freshly bloomed flower.
I would love you if you were an ocean,
Wild and strong,
I would let your waves drown me as they please.
I would love you if you were a cigarette,
The smoke of which was filled in my lungs,
All of me occupied by all of you.
It didn't matter if it had been days or months since we talked,
Or if we talked no more.
Because to me all that will ever matter are those perfect lips of yours,
Curving into a brilliant heartwarming smile,
Those diamond eyes of yours,
Glowing,and not because they have tears but because sparkles always shine.
I forever want only to dedicate myself to you,
To do whatever it takes to keep you safe and safe not from the world but from the demons that exist in you.
Because I am familiar with the bad and the good sides of you,
And beyond it all,
I've seen a greater person,
Unbreakable and Inspiring,
And as the clock strikes 5 am again,
I want you to believe in yourself
As much as I believe in you.
But maybe,I am not the person who can make it happen.
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~Muskan x