Dark Hair with the Thick Thighs|| Blackbear (M.M.)

Just Admit it Already|45

"You can't even look at me." Kells laughed. I covered my face, laughing. "It's weird!" "It's not that weird. I mean, yeah...it's weird. You're like a little sister...who I just fucked. Okay, the more I think about it the weirder it gets." He said pulling on his shirt. I put my jacket back on and stood up. "Well, as fun as that was, I should probably get home." I said. "Let me drive you." He insisted.

BEAR||

"Yo, this ones dope." Snooze said. I looked at all the pictures he just took and grinned. I was sweaty from being on stage but I was feeling this fit tonight. I sent it to carol to edit it and went back into my dressing room. I stripped off my sweaty clothes and replaced them with plain black jeans, a random shirt laying around, and some new unreleased shoes from adidas.

Everyone else went onto the bus and I stopped to take a few pictures. I was immediately bombarded with questions. I laughed at some of them. "Are you and Bree really dating? Because y'all are both with different people." I looked at her strangely but didn't reply, just took pictures with her. I hadn't been online a lot recently. I didn't want to see All of Brees photos.

I missed being around her. She's so genuine compared to these girls that hang around all the time. I know I was wrong to quit talking to her, but it just kinda happened. I forgot to respond to her and then it was just too late and it turned into me ignoring her.

We were all back on the bus, on our way to the next place just hanging around. I opened Instagram and posted the picture from earlier before scrolling through. I saw a picture Bree posted yesterday. She was in the mirror with a bunch of other Hollywood girls, clearly at a party. But she was most definitely the shining star of the photo. I continued to look through photos before I got a notification from TJ. "I'm right here." I called back to him. "You're probably going to want to see that." He said walking out front. I opened the link.

"Bree Hays, rumored to be dating rapper Blackbear was spotted leaving a Hollywood Hills party with long time friend MGK. They looked a bit more cozy than normal after photos of the kissing on the balcony were released. Could he be the up and coming models new beau?"

There were pictures of her in his lap and them leaving together. I was furious. I was jealous. I was angry that this was probably my fault. I didn't want anyone else touching her like I did. I know we have no commitment to each other and It always seems like I was with a different girl but I honestly couldn't stop thinking about her. My thoughts were interrupted by Phoebe. "Just call her already, damn." She rolled her eyes at me. "She doesn't want to talk to me." "If she stuck around this long putting up with your shit, she probably won't ignore you forever." Tj said.

We stopped at a gas station around 3 am where ever we are. Everyone either went to get snacks and drinks or go to the bathroom and stretch their legs. I walked off and sat down on the curb away from everyone. I sighed and swallowed my pride before calling Bree. I wasn't surprised when she didn't answer. But I left a message anyway. "Hey... uh I'll be home in a few days. I miss you, angel. Hope to see you when I'm back. Okay, call me if you get a chance." I stumbled over my words, not quite sure what to say to her. I was frustrated that I wasn't there and she was fucking Kells. Obviously I don't know if they actually fucked but even the thought of it made me sick. I wanted her. I wanted to be the only one who got to see her like that. To touch her like that. It's irrational and crazy to say that I want her to myself, I know that. But I'm also pissed at Kells. I know theyve known each other for years but we're friends, I didn't think they'd do something like this.

I woke up the next morning, to a text from Bree.

From Angel 💕
I'll pick you up from the airport Thursday.

That's it. I didn't expect a reply back at all. Let alone her to pick me up from the airport. It's better than I hoped but it's still not what I wanted.

"So...did you call her?" Phoebe asked, sitting next to me. "Yeah, she didn't answer." She laughed. "Did you expect her to?" I shrugged. "Both if you are so complicated. You like her, more than anyone you have in years, I know that. And it's obvious to everyone else that she has feelings for you too. Every time things are going...normal between you two, you sleep with someone else. Grow a pair and when we get back tell her you have feelings for her. And maybe she'll decide not to be so stubborn and admit it too." She smiled. I looked around at everyone else in the room. All of them were giving me a look. "Fuck. Okay. Jeez."