Dark Hair with the Thick Thighs|| Blackbear (M.M.)

Babies|60

"Get up!" I groaned, growing increasingly frustrated with him. He didn't move. I grabbed the pillow from my side of the bed and jumped on it. Before I could hit him with it, he flipped over, knocking me back on the bed. I yelped and he hovered over me. "How can I help you, Angel?" I slowed my heavy breathing and flared up at him. "We have to be at Addys in like 10 minutes." He sat back on his knees and looked at the clock. "Shit, I'm sorry." He said quickly, getting up and jogging into the closet. I sighed and got up. I leaned against the door frame. The closets still an absolute mess two weeks later, which is something I've been meaning to get to. "Bree I'm so-" I cut him off by placing a quick kiss on his lips. When I pulled back he was grinning. "I love you." He said softly. I smiled. "I love you too, now hurry up." I slapped his butt walked out.

"I'm sorry we're late!" I called, pulling Mat after me. "We're out here!" Addy called back. We walked out back and there everyone was. The yard beautifully decorated, for their engagement party. "I'm so sorry we're late." I said, hugging her. "Don't worry about it." She laughed. "I just told you to be early, it's no big deal." I rolled my eyes. Only friends were here now, the ones who actually came on time to help set up. "Can I talk to you?" Addy asked, quietly. I nodded. "Of course." She pulled me inside and closed the door. "Is everything okay?" I asked. She paused. "I..I'm pregnant." She said pulling out a pregnancy test. My eyes went wide. "Oh my god, Addy! This is a good thing, right?" I asked. She nodded quickly. "It's amazing!" "Have you told Caleb yet?" She shook her head. "I thought I'd do it today" I smiled, hugging her tightly. "I am so so happy for you guys. You'll be the best parents." She smiled widely. "I can never thank you and Cole enough for convincing me to move here. It's been amazing."

The engagement party is going great. Since moving in with Matt I've tried my best to not drink as much as he's been really good about his sobriety. So while everyone except Addy was on their third and fourth drinks I was completely sober. "What did Addy say to you earlier?" Matt leaned over. I grinned. "Nothing." He chuckled lightly. "Angel, you are the worst liar on the planet." I sighed. "Fine"
I leaned closer to him. "Addy is pregnant." I whispered. He raised his eyebrows. "Yeah?" I nodded. "Does Caleb know?" "Not yet, she's going to tell him tonight." He nodded. "I'm
Happy for them." He said kissing my cheek. I nodded.

I felt like I knew a lot about Matt, especially for the amount of time that we've been together.  But there are certain things we've never talked about. Like kids, marriage, things like that. I'm not saying these things will even happen but it's interesting to me how we've never managed to bring it up.

"Thank you, everyone for being here. It means so much that all of you came to celebrate our engagement. Family, long time friends, and even newly found friends since our move. I truly appreciate you. But I have another announcement to make as well." Caleb looked at her confused. "I am extremely proud and excited to announce that I am pregnant!" Caleb's eyes widened and he stood up quickly, hugging Addy tightly. "Are you serious?!" He asked and she nodded. "Oh my god! We're having a baby!" He said excitedly and everyone clapped and cheered, giving their congratulations.

"Thank you for coming with me today, I know you probably had better things to do." I said. He rolled his eyes, squeezing my thigh. "Nothing's better than spending time with you." He grinned like a kid. I laughed sarcastically. "Mhm, I'm sure." He picked my hand up, kissing it. "I love you." I grinned back at him.

"Do you want kids?" His voice came from the bathroom. The dreaded conversation I wasn't sure if I wanted to have. I hesitated, not knowing what to say and he came and sat on the bed. "Do you want kids?" I asked back. He shrugged. "I've thought about it. I don't think I feel like I have to have kids but I definitely wouldn't be disappointed to have them." I nodded and he waited for my answer. I sighed. "I've never really wanted kids." I shrugged. He hummed, laying next to me. "I've never felt that maternal instinct where I was like yes, I need a baby in my life to feel complete." He laughed, wrapping his arms around me. "You don't have to, plenty of people just don't want to have children." He shrugged. I couldn't help but feel bad as he kissed my head. He said he doesn't need to have kids but would probably be very happy with one and it sounds bad but I can't help but think about his biological clock. He'll be 28 this year, his time to have kids is approaching fast. I don't want to keep him from that. And I know for a fact one day he wants to be married. I mean fuck, he has an ex fiancé. And I'm also not so sure I ever want to be married. I love Matt, more than I ever thought was possible since losing my mom. And I'd never want to keep him from being a million percent happy. Would he resent me in 20 years for not having kids or getting married? I wasn't sure or not.