Dark Hair with the Thick Thighs|| Blackbear (M.M.)

Forgiveness |50

"Fuck you." "Bree-" "No, I'm so serious right now. Fuck You." I grabbed my bag and walked towards his door. "Angel I swear it's not what you think." I turned quick on my heels and pushed him back. "There's no other fucking way to interpret that text. Yeah, fuck me, I mean nothing to you. Fuck off. You're the one who perused me, you're the one who said we were dating. That was all you. So don't say it wasn't like that because it's exactly like that. You said it to fuck another girl. Fine. You Fuck all the girls you want, I'm just not going to be one of them. We're done." I said as calm as possible and turned, walking out of the door. I got in my car and left. I'm done. With him. With his shit. With anything involving him.

"Are you serious?" I stood there with my arms crossed. "Dead serious." I said to Tj. "You can't not come." He groaned. "I don't wanna be anywhere near him." I rolled my eyes. "So many people will be there you probably won't even see him." I snorted and sat back in my couch. "If so many people will be there, one less person doesn't matter, does it." "Look, I've listened to Shit from Addy, Lila, Jason, and everyone. Please just come. Just so I can stop hearing everyone bitch about it." I laughed as he dramatically flopped on the couch. "20 minutes." I said, crossing my arms. "An hour." He shot back. "Half an hour." "Fine" he sighed. "Thank you, Bree. Seriously." "Whatever" I mumbled. "I'll see you tomorrow night, B" He said ruffling my hair before leaving. It's been 4 days now since I left Matt's house. I blocked his number, I really didn't want to have anything to do with him. I told him I had feelings for him, something I was absolutely terrified to admit, for this exact reason.

I kept putting off getting ready to go to the party tonight, obviously because I didn't wanna go. But by the time I was done getting ready I was an hour late, actually almost 2 hours. But, I'm in no hurry.

BEAR||

"She's not coming, it's been 2 and a half hours." I sighed. "Stop complaining. We threw this party for you to enjoy and celebrate everything you've achieved this year." Tj nudged me. I looked around. Everyone I love and know is here. Except her. Bree's not here.

Granted it's completely my fault. I have a tendency to completely fuck things up when they're going really well. And my relationship with Bree is no exception. I didn't have a reason to text Kelsey for a booty call, it's not like Bree and I didn't have sex. We did, a lot. And it was really good.

"Matt, you need to stop sulking. Either she's not coming or she's coming. There's nothing anyone can do about it." I sighed, knowing he's right. "Fine." I grumbled. I was appreciative of the party, don't get me wrong. I love my brother and friends for putting this together. Just as I walked over to a girl I knew from a while ago I saw her. I knew immediately that by the way she was dressed she didn't want to be here. I was frozen in place, staring at her. She looks beautiful. Her hair is her natural waves that look like she's had her hair in braids for days but that's just how it drys. She's wearing makeup, but not a lot, enough to where she's more confident and it enhances her features. She looked around, searching for someone and her eyes meet mine. She looks almost shocked to see me but her expression doesn't hold the usual smile as when I see her, it's cold and distant. We broke eye contact and she walked away. I snapped out of my frozen state and made my way towards the direction she was going. When I got to the other side of the room and didn't see her I looked around confused. She must've gone somewhere else in the house.

BREE||

Fuck fuck fuck. I knew this was a bad idea. Why did I come. I hid in the bathroom, hoping he wouldn't come looking for me. I didn't expect to look at him and want to immediately forgive him. He broke my trust, that's something that can't be repaired. Not for a while at least.

There was a knock at the door. When I didn't answer there was another. That was followed by a sigh. "Bree..." he breathed out. I ran my fingers through my hair, not knowing what to do. "Please talk to me angel, I miss you. I'm sorry." He pleaded. I took a deep breath before opening the door. My confidence immediately faded looking him in the eyes. "Sorry won't fix what you did. If you didn't want to stop seeing other people then you should have just said that." I crossed my arm. "I know. I shouldn't have said that then turn around and do the opposite." I went to walk away but he grabbed my hand, pulling me into him. "Please...please don't walk away from me." I looked him in the eyes and this is the first time I've seen him like this. I'm not excusing what he did by any means but I couldn't walk away from him like this. "Okay." I whispered. His eyes widened in surprise, obviously not expecting me to say that. "Come on." I grabbed his hand and pulled him back to the party.