Bria's Confession Session

Confession #1

Okay so...I've recently found myself in a pickle. I'm in love with a beautiful, gorgeous, girl, I can't have. She literally means the world to me.

I fell in love with the faces she makes when she's watching tv or when she thinks no one is watching. Or when she's trying to figure out what the hell your talking about.

I fell in love with the way she sees the world. How she doesn't judge based on the outside. Not only is she beautiful as fuck on the outside...and no I'm not being bias.

She's also extremely beautiful on the inside.

I love her cute little voice. I could basically listen to all day. I love how I literally can't compare it to no other voice I've heard. I love it, because it's so fucking adorable. To be extremely honest, even the little things she does drives me nuts.

And in case she doesn't already know this which she should because come on...I'm me. I would fuck her, I wanna fuck her, and I'm a fucker for even saying that but.🤷🏾‍♀️😂

I'm in love with the way God has made her. I love every dot, every mole, every pimple, every curve, every roll, every everything. And me being an asshole I don't say shit unless I mean it. And all of this I mean to my very core.

She doesn't know how sometimes I find myself wanting to kiss her. Not even caring about her response. But I can't do that. Because I respect her wayyyy to much.

But that's just the basics.

I would treat her like the royalty she is, if she gave me the chance. To be honest I'm just saying all of the shit that would be hard as hell to say face to face.

Don't get me wrong...I'm still gonna be an asshole, that won't change. But I'm gonna be the asshole that reminds you every day of the beauty I see in you.

I'm gonna hold you when you need me. I'm gonna kiss you until you forget whatever pain you might be going through. I'm gonna love you, until I can't.

The really sad part about this is, I would probably still love her even if, she took my heart, and ripped it out, stomped on it, lit it on fire, and then threw it in the garbage.

I say all the mean and Bria like comments to hide what I'm really thinking. It's my safety net. But I want that to change and for her to be my safety net. Sounds like a lot but...she already kinda is.

We wouldn't even need to put a label on it. No one needs to know. Just us. But that would be me living in a fantasy right?

I truly can't be happy. Because I only want her and everyone else is a whole dub.

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But hey chapter one of Bria's confession session is over. 😊

There's more...lots more😊thanks for reading