Bria's Confession Session

Confession #3

Seriously...she doesn't know how much I think about her. Like I wanna see her all the time if I could. I wanna wake up earlier than her (which I do) and admire her beauty every day.

I'm chill about it. I'm probably such a great actress that she couldn't even tell that my heart nearly jumps out of my chest every time she's near. It funny how things turned out.

I could have been a pussy and not have told her. Easy as that. But I'm glad I did. I need her to know, understand, and maybe one day reciprocate the feelings I feel for her.

When I'm around her, I feel high. High on love. When I'm not around her I feel like complete shit. Funny huh? I don't think my depression went away, I think it was just suppressed. But when I'm around her or talking to her, it all becomes better.

I've never felt this before. She's basically my first love. All I can do is love her. Sitting on top of the car right now just looking at the stars. I wish she was here. But she's somewhere far.

'Staring into your eyes to long, makes me kinda nervous'

'I feel the sparks around my heart, embarrassing if you heard it'

'You make me all bubbly, I know...strange way to word it'

'But it's indescribable unlikely probable, how my heart quits working'

Only for you....

That song up there^^^ I wrote right in front of her. And sung it. Now a month or two ago you if you told Bria to do something like that she would have said 'bitch is you crazy?'.

I don't know how I found the courage to be bold...but best believe I'm not done yet.

She will be mine.

You will be mine.