I Can't, I Shouldn't | Johnil

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Mind intoxicated and body moving on its own, Taeil stayed rooted in the position he is now in, back pressed up against the front door, head craned upwards, eyes wider than saucers and lips moving involuntarily against the taller male's; moving simultaneously, not quite sure what the actual fuck is happening.

His rational thinking decide to take a rest for the night apparently because he just could not comprehend why he was still standing there returning the needy gesture. Isn't this lip rape? No consent was given here yet he was allowing this sinful act to pursue in which he just couldn't fathom.. why?

Johnny's hands started to wonder to other areas, now roaming down the expanse of the older male's slender back then up again to his elbows to elevate them around his neck because at this rate Taeil wasn't moving and Johnny couldn't wait for him anymore. He wasn't getting any resistance so he continued with his advances to the nice firm globes of the lecturer's ass, having a secure hold on them as if it was valued lost property he regained after months of searching.

"You don't know how long I waited for this.. so long.." Johnny whispered against the lecturer's  pink plush lips that was slicked with knowing substance of the activity they were now engaged in. Taeil's eyes sealed shut at the action of Johnny licking his bottom with with his profane tongue which led to frustrated moan from said male. 

The taller slipped his tongue uninvitedly into the shorters' and roamed freely as if trying discover some kind of gold mine; which tasted of El Dorado alcohol. This led to unintended muffled moans from Taeil which made his hold on Johnny tighten to not lose the comfort and warmth that was now invading his entire entity. He really tried to derail his moans but it was just impossible. 

"Fuck.." Johnny mumbled when he removed himself from the kiss which had the shorter male protesting with a pout, subconsciously. Arms still around the youngers' neck in a firm lock, Johnny moved his hands, unwillingly, from the lecturers' ass and now had them on his thighs, curling his fingers inward to hoist him up.

"Jump." Taeil didn't even question it and jumped on command, wrapping his legs around Johnny's waist and locking them at the ankle to secure his position. The psychology student went back to ogling the lecturer's ass with his hands and continue the clashes of lips and tongues to see who will be the rightful successor, as he advances to the bedroom without unsealing their lips.

Johnny laid the elder on the bed gently after kicking the door open, and situated himself between the brunette's legs (same position but now horizontal). Johnny moved away, yet again, from the kiss with an unwilling male that whined because of the lost off lip contact, pulling Taeil's shirt upward exposing his soft, beautiful, unmarked, milky tummy. He brought his lips down to the flesh and kissed it before sucking on the skin, grazing it with his teeth leaving pinkish-purple marks and a moaning mess Taeil.

All while this happened Taeil was staring at the other male with half lidded eyes and a hard boner aching for attention, so he grind his hip upward to get some form of friction to calm his discomfort. 'Why is he doing this? Why does this feel so good?'.. Johnny moaned for the first time since he initiated this unlawful act and removed the shorter male's shirt and went to his neck, sucking on his skin, not caring if it was gonna leave a mark; evidence. Matter of fact he was thrilled at the notion.

He moved down to his pink hard nipples and swirled his tongue over the left nipple while his right arm played with the other, savouring the moment. 

"Ahh.. Johnny.." Taeil mulled out a hard tired moan, which railed Johnny to want to do more. The lecturer moved his hand to caress the taller's soft chestnut hair, running his fingers through his locks while Johnny did his ministering. After a short moment though, the taller realised the movements and moans seized but he was however.. snoring? Soft puffing noise was being heard, and steady breathing. 'This can't be happening.'

He looked up to Taeil's face and the elder, much to his dismay, was indeed; Sleeping. Well at least he wasn't lying when he claimed he was tired. But seriously, out of all the times, right now? Right fucking now? He was attempting to wake the sleeping male by kissing his chest, rubbing his hands up and down his thighs and calling his name softly but to no avail, he wouldn't wake up, only getting few mulls here and there. Nothing else.

Tonight? A painfully hard boner and an embarrassing fail on Johnny's part. He'll have to wait another long time, if he even gets an opportunity like this again, to appreciate Taeil's body; physically.

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Taeil woke up the next day early in nothing but his boxers, sometime in the night he decided that he was too hot in the air conditioned room and got rid of his jeans. (His shoes were already taken off.) He woke up just fine, a few aches and pains here and there from the excessive dancing he did last night, but otherwise, he was fine.. And hungry. He didn't drink much, as expected, so he didn't wake up with an headache. He guess that's good, but he still doesn't like the fact that he can't tolerate much alcohol.

He took a shower to wash the drowsiness off and dressed in a fresh boxer and a gray sweatpants, with a towel drying his hair. He got downstairs and brew himself some coffee, pouring it in his ill shaped Backyardigans themed cup his baby nephew Chenle made for him.

One thing he could say about his alcohol tolerance that he most definitely didn't like, decorated by an abundance of love marks (hickeys) adorning his body, was the fact he could remember every, single detail of anything that happened prior to the night of his embarrassing escapades. And as calm as he is being right now, he is absolutely mortified at what he did last night with his snake ghost.. Johnny.

One might think he was regretting his actions, only, and that he felt awful at almost committing a 'sin' (he wasn't even married yet, so can it be called a sin?), that he 'cheated' and he did, but he was more troubled by something else...

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Why doesn't it feel wrong? 

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I fell like this chapter is shit, I'm sorry. I tried.
There will be smut, for future references, but yea there will be smut just putting the warning out there before i decide to publish that chapter. I will though, signify at the beginning, when the smut is present.
Never written it before but i will attempt it.

*Chapter not proofread*

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