I Can't, I Shouldn't | Johnil

...15(Final)

*Warning* Smut💦 Chapter... Deep ass Smut Chapter... You have been warned.

It was a little over ten months into the relationship and when Johnny told Taeil he could wait, he was very serious; no joke. Two months before they made it official, Taeil took that time to reconcile with his heart so he could truly give his all to Johnny. Granted, he still had feelings for Eun but Johnny completely devoured those memories he had with her, by just being there and being his true self. It was more of him coming to terms within himself, that he did love her and that will never change but now someone else is receiving his love that rightfully deserved it. Johnny was now reserved into his heart.

When they officially started dating after the two months, Johnny refrained from touching Taeil too intimately. Where he could understand it when they were at the university, he couldn't quite grasped why he did it when they weren't in watchful eyes. The shorter male didn't realize at first though because it was so subtle, and at first he had appreciated it but now it was becoming ridiculous.

The closest to a kiss he has gotten from the younger was on the cheek, forehead, hand and anywhere on his face but his lips. The most he has gotten from body contact were hugs; and he wanted more. He wanted more but he didn't want to push it, he guessed that certain habits didn't change; but they were going to change today.

Even though they lived right across from each other Taeil opted to stay over at the younger's house majority of the time because his house still held memories, memories that were now replaced by his giant boyfriend. His first boyfriend in his 29 years of living, and it felt so good to say it from his lips, of course in the comfort of his home... or Taeyong's. That man knew everything, it's like his eyes and ears were antennas that picked up anything in a wide or near range proximity.

Johnny was out with his friends for a pre graduation/ after exam celebration, so Taeil let himself into the younger's house because he has a key for himself. He made his way into the bedroom's bathroom to take a shower and begin his plan of seducing his boyfriend. Something he never thought he'd see himself do.

Taeil took a long bubble bath being that it was Saturday and he wanted to unwind. He took his time to wash his body in Johnny's body wash, lathering it against his skin, getting in between the nooks and crannies to sufficiently clean himself. After he was finished, he wrapped himself in the fluffy powered scented towel and when into the bedroom to retrieve a clothing article; though he won't need it.

He had a bunch of tops to choose from but he choose to settle with Johnny's jersey that he wore when he was going to play basketball with friends as a extracurricular activity. He wore the jersey then went to stand before the full body length mirror to further assess himself. The shirt was way bigger than him and that's what he was aiming for. The jersey hanged off his flushed shoulder revealing his collarbone and the shirt length stopped three quarters up his thigh leaving nothing for imagination.

His hair was still damped so he just ran his fingers through it, fluffing it out. He was about to apply scented lotion to his legs when he heard the front door being opened and loud talking coming from there. So Taeil took his time to dim the light and sat at the edge of the bed, legs slightly parted, hands resting between his milky thighs on the bed as he awaited his tall boyfriend.

"You owe me a blowjob John!"

"In your dreams Jungwoo, bye guys! Don't go running off a cliff now, I still need a lift to school Monday!" He shouted to his friends when they were driving off, Ten flipping his middle finger to Johnny before disappearing into the distance. He was smiling to himself when he closed and locked the door, noticing Taeil's shoes by the door. He made his way into the room after toeing off his sneakers, seeing that the door was slightly ajar but the room was lightly lit.