Say Goodbye

♥ Chapter Seven ♥

Jordan woke before Abby did the next morning ,snuggling into her body he inhaled her scent smiling

"I can't be what you need Jordan I don't do relationships "

Abby's voice startled him ,he hadn't realized that she was awake

"Do what ? Last night was fantastic "

"Sex is all I can offer I can't get caught up in a relationship"

Jordan studied Abby's expression as she turned to face him

He saw hurt in her eyes and fear

Jordan pulled her closer "So we take it slow I'm ok with just a physical thing for now "

"I don't know if it can ever go beyond physical Jordan "

Jordan nodded but didn't let go

"I'm right here with you Abs let's just keep it casual "

The words were out before he could stop them but Jordan knew it was what she wanted to hear

He wanted more but as his thoughts earlier consumed him Jordan realized Abby was damaged and didn't think she'd ever be able to have a true relationship

He wanted to kill whatever mother fucker put such a head trip on her like she had

Instead of dwelling on his thoughts Jordan began teasing one of Abby's nipples until he felt it harden

Pressing himself into her ass Jordan felt her shudder

Not saying a word Abby turned onto her back as Jordan towered above her

"Let me fuck you .You know the right way to wake up "

Abby nodded as Jordan's head disappeared under the sheets between her legs

She gasped when his tongue found her as he sucked her clit into his mouth

"Oh my god " she breathed as his tongue picked up momentum and his hands reached under her to grasp her ass pulling her closer to his mouth

Before she could say another word Jordan's mouth trailed back up her body teasing ,licking and sucking as his body hovered above hers with his arms trapping her on the pillows

"I will fuck you until you realize that you are worthy of a relationship and the kind of love that I want to give .I will worship your body until it craves me so bad you forget every asshole who ever came before me "

Abby gasped at his words as his mouth claimed hers and he plunged into her without warning 

"Then fuck me "Abby gasped

Jordan picked up his pace as he plunged into her again

Abby screamed his name as she clenched tight around him as she shuddered soaking him as she came around him

Jordan grabbed her ass pushed into her hard as he felt his own release

"Jesus fuck "Abby gasped as she laid on her back

Jordan chuckled as he pulled her into his chest

"You approve ?"

"Definitely that was amazing J"

Jordan nuzzled her neck as he pulled her close not caring if she didn't want the intimacy he was determined he would show her the love she deserved 

"Jordan "

"Abby "

"Why you doing this ?"

"Doing what ?"

Abby huffed in frustration

"I don't do relationships "

"I know "Jordan replied matter of factly

"Then why you acting like we're a couple "

"When we're together it feels like we are I can't help it it's just me "

They laid there talking about their current situation and Jordan began to understand why Abby was so afraid of being in a relationship

Jordan finally agreed to keep it casual and not bring up anything to do with a relationship

Abby explained it wasn't Jordan it was the fear of being hurt 

They unexpectedly spent the day together watching movies and eating tacos

By the time the last movie finished they agreed to a friends with benefits relationship agreeing to be there for one another but without the commitment