Why Don't I Write You A Poem

Fairytale

I wanna live in my dream world.
I was so happy until I woke up.
Surrounded by laughter until that dream bubble popped.
Felt so lost but so at ease, he took my hand,
Oh yes please.
Met him at the collage campus,
He smiled and I panicked.
There wasn't a damn thing I would change.
It all felt so natural that way!

Who needs fur coats when this feeling keeps me warm.
I don't see another way to live,
No fun lost in a storm.
Spinning, spinning, in a happy fairytale .
Spinning, spinning, it never seems to fail.
Cotton candy skies and extinction of all lies.
I'm happy where I am,
Please don't take away the light

Eyes burning from the tears.
She wants to disappear.
Her friends all don't exist,
And she doesn't belong here.
Call the number on the wall to have a good time.
Don't,
Call the number on the wall.
You know it's a crime!
Close your eyes, oh close your eyes.
Don't think about the bad.
Just fall asleep again and you won't feel sad.

Soft kittens cuddle close,
Old friends greet me with glee
This dream world is a heaven,
Yes,
A heaven made for me.

Who needs a fur coat when I'm already super warm?
My eyes don't ache from crying,
My minds not a horrid storm
Laughing, laughing, in a perfect fairytale.
Laughing as he holds me close, this never ever fails.
With cotton candy skies these venom thoughts die.

Black room, black room,
Can't see anything around.
Black shoes, black shoes,
Try to scream with no sound.
Black lips, black hair,
Left so scared and unaware.
Black eyes, black eyes,
The demon hides inside.

Shivering without a coat,
Ashes hot they keep me warm
My eyes don't hurt from crying,
I don't have eyes in this dark storm.
Crying, crying, I need that fairytale.
Crying, crying, before my heart fails.