I Won't Leave You || mgc

Chapter 63

- 3 months later –

"You have a boyfriend, right?"

I didn't need to face the woman in front of me to know that she was looking at me, piercingly, and I was avoiding her gaze, like always. "Yep."

"And you are here because of him?"

"Yep."

She sighed. I knew exactly what she was going to say, I wasn't stupid, I knew that this wasn't the way it was supposed to be.

"I can't help you if you don't want to be helped."

I looked up immediately and locked eyes with her. "I want... I don't know... I guess?" I cracked a smile. "I don't want him to worry about me."

"You should try it, genuinely, be honest and talk to me about what's bothering you, alright? You want to get better, don't you?"

I nodded. "I can try."

She smiled at me. I must admit, she was sympathetic, she was kind, I liked her.

But I didn't like this.

It will make Mikey happy, and that was most important. Things with Michael and I haven't been going well lately, we were barely in contact, and when we were most of the times it ended in us fighting.

I hated it.

So I wanted to make him happy with this.

"Now tell me about your boyfriend."

I couldn't stop myself from smiling.

As much as our relationship seemed to break, I still loved him more than anything else.

And with that my third (Michael talked me into doing five and not three sessions) therapy session passed by in no time and I still haven't mentioned my nightmares once.

I wasn't sure if that was the way it should be.

-

Mikey ❤:
How was it?

Adley:
Way better than expected

Mikey ❤:
What did you talk about?

Adley:
You

Mikey ❤:
I hope just good things

Mikey ❤:
Have you told her why you're going to therapy yet?

Adley:
Technically, yeah, I'm going because of you

Mikey ❤:
You should go because of you, not me

Mikey ❤:
You want to get better, right?

Adley:
Why is everyone asking me that?

Adley:
Damnit, yes, I want to get better, but I don't know how

Adley:
I'm scared, okay?

Adley:
It feels like I'm alone in this

Mikey ❤:
You aren't, I'm here, I'll support you, and you have Aiden, Ashton, Calum and Luke

Adley:
When was the last time you called? Or at least answered one of my calls?

Adley:
Do you really think I can still believe that you are here for me?

Mikey ❤:
I'm sorry, kitten

Adley:
Don't kitten me

Mikey ❤:
Adley...

Adley:
I know, I know. The new album, and it's stressful and you have so much work, I know, okay?

Adley:
I just can't keep doing this

Adley:
I need you, Michael

Mikey ❤:
Things will get better

Adley:
You always say that

Mikey ❤:
I love you, Adley

Mikey ❤:
You know that I love you, right?

Adley:
I love you too

Adley:
Everything is just so messed up

Mikey ❤:
I know

Mikey ❤:
I have to go

Adley:
Of course

Adley:
As expected

Mikey ❤:
I'm so sorry

Adley:
You are always sorry

Mikey ❤:
You could be more understanding, you know? This is my job. You knew that it wouldn't be easy when we started this relationship

Adley:
I'm sorry...

Adley:
I know, I'm not a very good girlfriend

Mikey ❤:
No, love, I never said that

Mikey ❤:
I'll be back in four hours. We can talk then, we can skype?

Adley:
Okay...

Mikey ❤:
It will get better

Adley:
Yeah, sure

Mikey ❤:
I'm sorry

Adley:
Me too

-

Ash💙:
Hi, Ley

Adley:
Hey

Ash💙:
I'm sorry...

Adley:
What did Michael do?

Ash💙:
Nothing, we just don't know where he is and he left his phone here. He told us that we needed to be back in time because he wanted to talk to you, but when we got back he just left without saying anything...

Adley:
Why did I even expect any different?

Ash💙:
Do you want me to talk to him?

Adley:
No, it's alright, thanks

Ash💙:
Give him time, I know how much he loves you, he's trying to fix this

Adley:
I need to go, Ash, thanks for telling me

Ash💙:
Take care of yourself, don't do anything stupid

Adley:
Sure