1. My usual days be like...

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'' I'm the one I should love in this world.
Bitnaneun nareul sojunghan nae yeonghoneul (Shining me, precious soul of mine)
Ijeya kkaedara so I love me (I finally realized so I love me)
Jom bujokhaedo neomu areumdaun geol (Not so perfect but so beautiful) I'm the one I should love. ''

My phone and my mom have started to yell at me at the same time. My head is pounding from her sudden attack on my sleep which is a regular occurrence.

Arghhh!!! Everything is so annoying!!

Though I'm not sure about the alarm tone. This one is my favorite and rather than trying to wake up it makes me want to cuddle my pillow and sleep some more. It makes me feel that may be I'll have someone whom I will love more than myself, though this song reminds me to love myself more. I roll over to my left and try to see the time with half-opened eyes. It's 7.30 AM. I jump out from bed.

Shit! I'm going to get drilled today. My online class starts from 7.30 and I'm still here half awake lying on my back.

Wait, is it Sunday? Today is Sunday! With a thump I again sink in my bed. There is nobody in this world who can now make me leave my bed before 10. I'm usually not a late riser but when it comes to Sunday I sleep till my mom comes and drags me by my hair or neck.

I close my eyes and try to sleep again. But someone clouds my thought suddenly. I haven't talked to him since last week Wednesday. No matter how hard I try to understand him either he builds an imaginary stone wall around him or even stops expressing himself. I get really annoyed around him nowadays. I can't imagine how much I loved this boy. I really can't.
After rolling over and over for 1 hour or so I finally get up and wash myself.

Well, I'm Ridhi. And that was a much bad start of a day.

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