Felicidade

29. A new beginning???

*****Ridhi's POV*****

I am having a beautiful dream now. So beautiful that I can feel that I'm crying in my sleep even. Jin came to me. Bleeding, wounded, messed up. Like a lost warrior, seeking comfort to me.

And then he kissed me. He kissed all of me. He possessed me whole.

It is so beautiful that I don't want to wake up. I want to be lost in this dream forever.

Ahh!! I can't breathe. I'm feeling a weird kind of weight on me. I try to roll over and open my eyes. Am I still dreaming? I want to move my body and get up but I can't. I have faced this kind of situation before. It is called "Sleep paralysis" in medical term.

I try to take a deep breath. But fail again. I try to clench my fist to break the trance that I'm in. I roll my eyes to myself in my sleep.

"Good morning. Did you sleep well?"

What??????

This time I'm successful to move and open my eyes. The first thing that I notice right after opening my eyes, Jin...a beautiful face that I want to keep seeing forever. He's leaning on my chest while resting his hand under his chin and looking at me. His hair is messy as always. The sunlight coming through the window is making him look like an angel.

I'm still dreaming!! God! I want to get up. I smile at the weird dream and murmur to myself, "Ridhi , wake up! Stop dreaming. You need to go to office!"

Jin laughs lowering his head while nuzzling on my cleavage.

"Haha!!! Com'on! You're not dreaming."

I try to gauge the situation. I look around me. It looks like my bed. I'm under my own blanket. But wait! Why the hell there is Jin on me? And why is he shirtless? I mean right now he is looking like an unrealistic, freshly carved marble sculpture but I guess I'm not dreaming. He is a too beautiful dream to be true though. I keep looking at him with widened eyes and opened mouth. I've forgotten breathing. He's breathtaking. And of course I'm internally screaming and freaking out.

Jin comes up on me. He puts one hand around my waist and holds the nape of my neck with other hand while pulling my head back. He starts kissing on my exposed jaw and throat.

"Mmmmmmm....still can't believe that you're not dreaming?"

It can't be true. Why is this dream so long and so beautiful? I hold his shoulders tight to feel him. It's real! Yes, it's real. I can feel a sweet pain on my collarbone while he bites there.

I can't describe the feeling that I'm having right now. It feels like someone has gifted me the world. My world is in my grip. I can feel it. I suddenly realize I'm tearing up. I embrace him as hard as I can.

"Why are you crying? Please stop crying." Jin says while cupping my face and giving a kiss on my forehead.

"I can't believe that it's real."

"Why can't you?"

"You're too beautiful to be mine."

"Well, you're beautiful as well. May be not as much as me. But you're the sweetest and weirdest girl that I've ever seen."