"Stop talking. Stop resisting."
"Okay."
"May I kiss you? I want to kiss you."
"Do you really need to do it?"
"Yes I do. I need it. Badly."
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"Felicidade" means "Happiness"...
An Indian girl with impossible dreams of meeting the love of her l...
She wasn't supposed to die. She was just 26. Still blooming like the tulips that wave their heads out of their buds in the morning sun. She was supposed to shine bright with all the dreams that she had while she came here. She was running around yesterday and here she is today lying on an operation table with a blanched white sheet covering her lifeless body.
"Bradycardia and excessive blood loss from jugular vain" they wrote that as the "cause of death". None of us believed that she will die. None of us can believe it till now. None of us know how to act or function in this situation. "We will release the body after the postmortem. You just need to contact with her family in India or we won't be able to release it. None of you are directly related to the deceased. We are sorry.", they officially declared her 'the body'. She had a name yesterday.
For me, it seems that the world around me has suddenly stopped. I have been walking around like a lifeless body since yesterday. Others seem to be giving me a little bit more attention than they should. I don't know why. We were not in a relationship. We never confessed to each other. I am not even sure if I love her or not. I don't know whether she liked me or not. I just know that I started to fall for her ecstatic smile, for her charming personality that was gradually forcing me to break the barriers around me and live a little. I just started to dream about living for her. With her those possibilities are gone now. She suffered and died. And because I lived I'll be dying everyday.
Diya's family is supposed to come here tomorrow in the early morning flight. They'll reach here by 7-8 AM may be. Ridhi has a high fever since yesterday. She isn't speaking, eating or sleeping or anything. She believes that just because she didn't believe her at first that is the reason Diya died. Jin tried multiple times to make her understand but it seems that she has shut the door to her mind. Atzy is nowhere to be seen after they declared her dead yesterday. She just vanished into thin air. Her activity makes me believe that she too was a confidant of Kai in this incident but I can't reach her. I don't want her to come in front of me even. I don't want to kill her. She is a friend of Yoongi hyung. I just want to survive these 2-3 days without being noticed by anybody else. I don't want anybody to see the mess that I am. I know it will get much more easier after that. My mom used to tell me this. Once a person goes away from this earth, it hurts as long as that person's smell lingers through the air. Once the smell goes, it becomes easier. It happened the same way with me once 5 years ago.
I have been living like that since 5 years. I know it better. They don't. It gets easier to live after that. Trust me, it does.
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********3 months later********
*****Ridhi's POV*****
"Tell me what should I do to make you normal again!!! Please tell me. I don't want you to suffer like this. It's been 3 months Ridhi. 3 Fucking months!"Jin raises his voice at me while putting on the T-shirt over his head. He gets down from the bed and sits on the edge while putting his head in his hands and clutching his hair.
