Felicidade

44. Jealousy...

*****Ridhi's POV*****

I was talking to Jin being all cozy resting my body weight on his left arm while his right hand was holding a glass of champagne. We were standing near a open window at a corner of the banquet. This is the first time that I'm this close to him in a public place that too in his own company event. I could see eyes fixated on us every now and then. I'd rather say I'm enjoying it now. Sometimes it feels like dream that Jin loves me. I guess I need this kind of attention to make myself believe that he is truly with me.

I was going to whisper in his ear about how handsome he is looking in the black suit while suddenly I noticed a rush from the side of the washroom. 2-3 people who seemed like bodyguards ran towards the passage and a woman came running from inside and pointed them something towards the washroom. She was panicking which was clearly visible from her widened eyes and gaping mouth.

Jin was standing with his back against the whole scene and it is only me who noticed what was happening. I felt like dragging his attention towards it. But someone from the back of my mind told me something unusual.

"You want to say to him how good he is looking right now. Don't you? Do you want to miss the chance?"

Something triggered in me and I must hate myself for that. Jin was just about to turn his face because may be he heard something too. I just placed my left palm on his right cheek and taking my face towards him I gave a peck on his left cheek. He gaped at me at first and then exhaled with his eyes widened and flustered because of that sudden public display of affection. Then he put his glass on the window pane and hold my hand and lowering his head he whispered in my ear,
"Come with me. I want to show you something.", and dragged me towards the adjoining balcony that looked like a open space in a palace that I saw in fairy tale series.

While walking out with him I noticed Jimin and Namjoon hurriedly walking towards the washroom. I turned my attention towards the man holding my hand and dragging me towards something that I anticipate something to be as dreamy as the life I'm living right now.

Is it too selfish for me to ask the love of my life only for myself for a little bit more time? A part of me wants to tell him that there must be something wrong and a part of me just wants him to look at me throughout his entire life. I hate myself sometimes for being so confused.

I am growing possessive day by day and I can't stop feeling my heart explode every time I feel him not giving me the attention that I need from him.

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Jin took me to an adjoining rooftop garden. Haven't been visited the banquet hall inside I wouldn't have ever believed that it is a rooftop garden. With a beautiful fountain in the middle while it changed it's color with the soft music playing. Beautiful trimmed trees surrounding the whole area. The pond encircling the fountain was full of flowering lily pads and a wooden bridge that crossed the middle so you could look down at the colors that reflect the beauty of the fountain and the petals along with it . The flower beds were a riot of colors and even on close inspection they were weed-free.

The grass was mowed so short that the ground showed through. The moss was rolling away from the soil like a carpet throughout the garden. I suddenly bent down to take off my pumps to walk barefoot while Jin held my left hand within his soft but strong palm, his fingers intertwining with mine like a creeper plant that holds on to a tree for it's life.

Jin kept looking at me for some moment while I stood up straight taking my pumps in my hand and the next moment he dragged me by my waist to pull me into a kiss. His lips landing on mine while rummaging my lower lip like a dying man gasps for air. He pushed his hand through my hair and crashed his weight onto mine to deepen the kiss. I moaned against the desperate assault of his tongue inside my mouth while my fingers clasped on to his shirt to hold on to my dear heart which was about to explode inside my chest.