Felicidade

19. The car-door guy...

*****Ridhi's POV*****

WHY IS HE COMING OVER MY HOME?????

I'm practically freaking out now. I mean, I'm fine dude! I know something bad happened to me 1 day ago. But I ain't a small flower. I can at least walk properly to go and meet you somewhere near my home. But why my home? What are you trying to go? Why did I even say yes?

I rush over to Diya's room. She is studying. Should I tell her about it? What should I tell her? How will she react?

"Diya"...

"Yeah..why are you up? I told you not to part with your bed today..right?" She says without keeping her eyes away from her notebook.

"I...uhhh...ummmm.....You know I'm not fine.."

"Yeah baby, I know you're not fine. That's why I told you to ask me if you need anything. Do you need something? Are you hungry?"

"Ummmmm....you know everyone is so worried about me. I mean you, Adi, Mom and...and..."

"And?? Who else?" She looks up at me.

Oh fuck!! I'm doomed. Why am I so nervous like I have been caught while stealing? What is this feeling? My heart is pounding like crazy. I want to tell her to get the fuck out of home but it feels like I'm doing something wrong.

"Diya... Jin is coming over here. He was worried about me. and he just told me that he'll come here and that I don't need to go out. and you know I'm very surprised that he cares so much about my health... So you know I just don't want to bother anyone anymore... I guess you should go out of home...ohh.. no sorry.....I mean I should go out and meet him somewhere near our place. You don't need to worry and..... and...." I'm screwed.

I need a cover now. The way she is looking at me I can't bear anymore. I can feel my cheeks and ear hot as hell. Stop staring like that girl!!!! I know you are trying to see through my soul and I won't let you do that.

"Girl!!! Take some pause in between your talks. You really are something. I underestimated you." Diya says with her eyes and mouth open wide.

I'm embarrassed. In such a way that I've never been in my life. How do I fall in such a situation!!

"Go, rest now. I won't disturb you. I'm not getting out of home either. Lock your door if you don't feel comfortable."

"Noooooo.....what will I do locking the door??? I told just in case you are not feeling that he should come here." I'm literally screaming right now. Man, if I could see my face right now!

"Well. Somehow I feel like you deserve happiness. I'm letting you have your best time."

SHE WINKS AT ME! Why did she wink at me????? I feel like running and hiding in a corner.

I literally run back to my room. I lock my door. I'm panting. I can't feel my limbs. I'm numb. Why does he has this effect on me even when he is not around? I love and hate this effect at the same time.

I like the chilly wind here in Suwon. It's already December. I can't believe that one month has already passed since I got here. The days are really short now. But I like night more. I enjoy the piercing silence that a night gives. I can see the small lights from my window. our home is in a little bit outskirt from the main city. Pollution is less here and I can see the clear sky.

I am stargazing. The north-star is really bright today. But wait....is it a snowfall? is it actually snowing? I can see white, tiny cotton like snowflakes coming down from nowhere. I instantly move my hand outside the window. I want to catch those. I hear myself screaming,

"Diya, it's snowing outside. Come fast. see this."

I suddenly hear a screeching sound of a car stopping. It's a black Audi. I love cars. I keep watching. I'm admiring the view right now. The door opens. Jin steps out from the driver seat and looks straight up at me. My heart stops at the very moment. The time stops. The snowfall stops. It's a complete silence surrounding me now. I've stopped breathing.

How can he look such breathtakingly beautiful even when he is just stepping out from a car? Is he a human? Is he even real? When will he stop giving me repeated attacks just by having a glimpse of him?