Undercontrol

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Jimin sat on the edge of his bed. He softly cried in his hands. He didn't know why he felt so sad, he felt pain in his chest. He didn't know why but tears were falling from his eyes, he couldn't control them, they automatically came down one by one.

He felt a pain that was unexplainable, a pain that wouldn't be understood. No matter how much he smiled or laughed, there was always a cloud of sadness following him around and attacking him behind closed doors.

Jimin wondered why he left this way. He had everything he could ever wish for, a family, a home but yet he felt like something was missing. He couldn't point out what it was, he couldn't find the reason to why he felt sad, so he left himself cry.

       His cry was then interrupted by his phone's ringtone. He looked at the screen and immediately wiped his tears. His face then became serious and his mood changed as he answered the call in a stern voice. "Hello?"

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Music blasted loudly over the thoughts that ran through Jungkook's mind. The beats could be heard for miles. The music wasn't that good but the people seemed to blindly dance along to it.

Jungkook and Yoongi pushed their way through the crowd of people dancing to the music.

The smell of sweat and alcohol disgusted them as they tried to get to an open area as soon as possible. Yoongi pushed, shoved, and kicked anyone out if his way, he didn't like people being in his person space. Jungkook just followed closely behind amazed by how Yoongi managed to clear a path for them to walk through.

A girl in a petite tight dress walked up to Yoongi and ran her hands down his arm. Her touch was smooth and slick. She was a sight to look at. She seductively winked at him and Yoongi scoffed. She smiled and leaned in whispering in his ear, "Hey cutie, what do you like in a girl?" She giggled.

"My dick" Yoongi responded, evilly smirking.

"Okay......let's not," Jungkook said grabbing Yoongi by the arm and dragging him to the bar booth. The girl stood there in shock and embarrassment so Jungkook bowed and apologized.

       They both sat on the stool catching the attention of the bartender. The bartender walked over and offered them a drink. Yoongi nodded and Jungkook shook his head reminding Yoongi the reason they were here. Yoongi then rolled his eyes and refused the drink as well.

       Scanning over the alcohol bottles on the self, Yoongi thought of Jimin. He silently thought of what had happened the night before. He soon became curious of what alcohol does to Jimin, how it made him say crazy things.

I'm not your fucking hyung...
Same name different person...

Jimin's voice echoed in Yoongi's head as he thought about the previous nights. He wondered if alcohol made Jimin say crazy things or... alcohol made him say the truth.

"Oops I forgot to throw these out" Jungkook chuckled as he took out a small bag of peanut M&Ms from the pocket of his jacket.

"Why would you throw them out?" Yoongi asked.

"These are my favorite type of M&Ms but as a child I remember Jimin was highly allergic to peanuts so my mom forbid me from eating them. Since he was gone for 15 years I started eating them again but I guess now that he's back I should stop for his sake" Jungkook smiles as he tossed the M&Ms in the near by trash.

"Oh" Yoongi commented and then for the next 10 minutes the boys sat in silence patiently waiting for their target.

"How well do you know Jimin?" Yoongi asked Jungkook, who was surprised by the sudden question.

"What do you mean? He's my brother" Jungkook chuckled.

Yoongi kept a poker face, not finding it funny, "I mean how well do you know Jimin as a person, it's been 15 years since you've met your brother, is he any different from the Jimin you remember from childhood?"

Jungkook thought for a while before answering, "My memories of Jimin are pretty different from the current day Jimin. When we were little Jimin used to love eating seaweed with plain white rice but now he makes a face at the sight but I guess people change so.."

"I guess people's food preference do change as they get older, but did you notice any physical change?"

"Hmm... well I remember thinking hyung was so handsome since he had a mole below his eye" Jungkook pointed at a spot under his eye, " but it seemed like the mole disappeared as he grew, I don't remember seeing it on him anymore."

"So you are not even sure if he is your real brother?" Yoongi questioned.

"Of course he is my real brother"

         "How do you know?!"

         "Because he said so"

          "Oh so just because he said so you believe him? What if I told you I was your brother would you believe me?"

"What!? That's silly of course you are not my brother"

"And Jimin is?"

        "It's not like that, he knew my memories and I don't know how to explain this but I can feel his presence, a presence I hadn't felt in a long time, his story makes sense, there is no way he can coincidentally know all the information about me"

"Is that all your proof!"

"I guess it is, and why are you so against Jimin being my real brother anyways?"

Yoongi was caught off guard, he didn't know why he was so interested. "Sorry" Yoongi finally apologized.

       Yoongi sighed and lowered his head. He thought to myself that he probably overthought everything about Jimin. It was probably the alcohol taking since Jimin has no memory of what the happened.

"Hey Yoongi look" Jungkook nudged Yoongi's shoulder. "Thats our guy"

Yoongi looked up and squinted at the direction Jungkook's eyes were pointing at. In the mist of the crowd, there sat a little man in a table booth. He had his legs crossed and a drink in his hands with two girls beside him. He looked pale like Yoongi, and had black parted hair.

"Let's go" Yoongi said, getting off his seat and fixing his jacket.

"Wait! We can't just approach him! He might get scared and try to run away!" Jungkook warned as he grabbed onto Yoongi's arm.

"Don't worry kid, I got this!" Said Yoongi smirked as he brushed dust off his shoulders.

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"YOU SAID YOU GOT THIS HUH YOONGI!!???" Jungkook shouted, sprinting out of the club, running for his life. He had difficulty reaching his maximum speed as he was dodging the bullets that were being shot at him.

         "I had it under control he first few minutes!" Yoongi replied as he ran behind Jungkook.

         "We are being shot at for goodness sake!!"

"I didn't know he had friends" Yoongi yelled back as he tried to pick up his pace.

"Maybe if you didn't punch him in the face this wouldn't have happened!" Jungkook yelled, finally reaching his car and swung the doors open before hoping in.

         "He insulted my hair!" Yoongi defended.

          "You make fun of his height!" Jungkook shouted from the window of the car.

Yoongi rushed to the passenger side of the door and jumped in. Once Yongin was inside the car, Jungkook didn't hesitate to step on the gas and speed away.

         "Yoongi! I'm going to kill you!!" Jungkook scold making a sharp turn around the corner.

        "Shut up and just drive!" Yoongi barked, looking back to make sure they weren't being followed.

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