Falling for you - YoonKook [COMPLETE]

Chapter 14: When I needed it

A/n: Jungkooks POV happens around the time Yoongi and him talk on the phone..prepare for angst...

-Jungkooks POV-

I closed my door locking it as I hung the phone up. I miss him. But I wasnt enough. He fell out of love with me. No one loves you. Who would love a useless person like you? I tried to ignore the voices in my head. I cried so hard it hurt. My heart hurt. I thought we will be a happy family. What changed? Was it me? Was I too young? Too poor? Ugly? Was I annoying? Too clingy? I hated this feeling. I stood in front of my mirror as I scanned my appearance. Look at yourself. Why would one of the richest man in Korea want you? "Why would he want me? Im a nobody.." I whispered as I pulled my shirt off. Go and get a knife Jungkook. Do it. I nodded weakly and quickly slipped into the kitchen. "H-how will this help me?" I said as I sat on the floor. I had no energy, my body hurt so much.

Cut yourself. The world is better without you. "I-I cant..People will worry about me." I said as the tears began to fall. No one will care. Jin will be glad. Taehyung wont have to pretend anymore. And Yoongi will be relieved. Do it! I flinched and held the knife to my arm. Your pathetic. Cut. No one loves you. Cut. You have no family. Cut. "AHHH!" I screamed as I made more cuts to my arms. "Jungkook!? Whats going on!? Kooks open the door!!" I jumped at the sound of Jins voice. "G-g-g-go away.." I said quietly as added more cuts. He kept banging on the door and I only weakly pierced my skin some more. "JUNGKOOK! NO STOP!" I looked up to see Jin and Namjoon run into my room. "Your okay Kookie. Help is coming." He said softly but I couldnt focus. My eyelids grew heavy.

-Jins POV-

Namjoon joined me in applying as much pressure as we can to keep him alive. There was so much blood. "Why did you do this baby? What about us?" I said as I felt tears begin to fall. "I-I sorry...just so tired..." He said barely above a whisper. "Shh help is here. Keep your eyes open. Okay? Dont give in. Stay alive." The paramedics came in and worked quickly but carefully in getting Jungkook to the hospital. "M-my baby..my poor baby." I cried as I watched them put him in the ambulance. "Baby come on. We should follow them. Come on." I nodded and followed him his car. "Hun should I call his boyfriend?" "T-they broke up. But Ill call him tomorrow. Lets just focus on Jungkook." I said. We got to the room they put Jungkook in but they wouldnt allow us inside yet.

I paced back and forth down the hall as we waited. "What if he didnt make it? Why is it taking so long?" I said frustrated. "Love, breathe. Jungkook is a fighter. He will be fine." I breathed and leaned into his touch. "Thank you for being here with me." I said as I looked up at him. "Ill follow you anywhere." He whispered causing me to blush. "Family of Jeon Jungkook?" We both turned to see the doctor. "Is he okay? The doctor only nodded. "He lost alot of blood so he will be out for another day or so. But your welcome to see him. His cuts are bandaged and some we stitched up. Well, Ill leave you to it." I nodded and we went into his room.

He looked at him sleeping peacefully. "Im going to stay here with him. Do you want to stay as well?" I asked turning to Namjoon. "Yeah, Ill go and ask them for and ask them for and extra bed." He said before connecting our lips together. "Why? You know despite what he said to you. I know he cares for you. Ill call him tomorrow." I spoke softly as I held his hand. He looked so peaceful. Hopefully we can move forward from this. Maybe Yoongi can help him find his value again. I leaned in and kissed his cheek before joining Namjoon on the bed he managed to wheel inside. "You comfy Joon?" I asked after cuddling into his side. He may be younger, but something about him makes me feel small in his presense. In a good way of course. "Mhm are you comfy princess?" He said with a peck to my cheek. "I am now. Night Joonie." I whispered. "Night Hyung." I glanced one more time at Jungkook before allowing myself to sleep. Please wake up tomorrow.