Is it too Late..? || Jikook

Chapter 2

Chapter 2

Jimins POV

Yesterday was sort of a blur, I rubbed my head as I sat up from my bed trying to recall what happened last night when I got home. I just remember seeing my dad come towards me and suddenly everything went dark. But I'm in my bed so he must've taken me here,

I looked down on my body as I saw new bruises starting to blossom at the surface of my skin, I walked to the mirror to see if I had any new ones on my face but there was none. Just the same big bruise on my cheek that I've been covering for days now. "It's slowly fading away..." I whispered to myself as I touched it, still flinching at the slight sting It gave me.

Time skip

I was already dressed for school eating my breakfast down stairs on the couch. Normally I would get yelled at for this but there was no sign of my father being there, so I decided to do it. I watched the clock for 30 minutes until I got up and left.

My phone buzzed so i checked it immediately but only found a message from my father telling me he wasn't gonna be home for a few days.

It made me a little sad seeing only 2 message threads..

my phone was pretty much just to contact my father or my uncle in Busan, no one from school had my number, except for one person...but I no longer talked to him. When I decided to distance myself, I only had one person to distance myself from...

Jung Hoseok

My best friend.

Or used to be bestfriend, after I told him I didn't want to be friends he wouldn't stop trying to know why, the amount of missed calls and unread messages I received from him were beyond the amount of people I met in my life time. 

He always had a smile, a big beautiful smile that never failed to make me feel warm inside. His voice was always full of energy even when he wasn't in a good mood. No one else could tell but I could. I met him in elementary school, I was getting picked on by my other classmates when he told them to leave me alone...he tried to save me, but we ended up just getting picked on together. But for some reason having him by my side made the kids voices disappear and all I focused on was him. Trying to make me smile or laugh, but when once we got into 8th grade I had lost everything that was important to me in my family. 

He never failed to show up at my doorstep to check on me, bring me food, or even just sit and let me cry on his shoulder. And it's because of those things why I had to push him away, I had already decided my fate, I decided I was going to take my life. 

How could I be the reason his smile faded? How could I be his best friend forever when I wasn't even planning on having a future? How could I tell my best friend, I wanted to die and there was nothing he could do to stop me?

I remember the day like it was yesterday

Flashback

"w..what do you mean?" Hoseok said as he wiped a single tear off of his cheek

"You heard me hobi..we can't be friends anymore I don't like you!" Jimin yelled not caring that his facade was shaking from the tears evidently streaming down his eyes.

"why?! Just tell me why? Is it me because ill change! Did I do something?" Hoseok said as he walked towards Jimin only for him to back up again seeing as the smaller pushed him away.

"I don't need you, don't you get it, I never wanted to be your friend I just felt sorry because you were all alone!" 

Hoseok stood there in shock, eyes wide as he stared at the younger looking for joke, waiting for a "Just kidding!" but he didn't receive that, just a small boy walking past him after a minute of standing still. 

"Don't do this to me" Hoseok finally said making Jimins steps halt for a second but continued to walk away breaking his bestfriends heart even more. 

Jimin kept telling himself "It was for the best...i'm doing the right thing", 

He kept walking without turning back, he couldn't see the day where the sun finally burned out.

"that was the right thing to do...right?"

End of Flashback

I slid my phone back into my pocket as i continued walking to school, wiping away a tear i could already feel coming down my cheek.

"Its for the best."

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Anotha one