Is it too Late..? || Jikook

Chapter 13

Jimins POV

"Eomma..."

She caressed my cheek as i leaned into her touch.

"eommas here"

I cried even harder as i reached up to hug her but she only disappeared into thin air.

I started hitting my head trying to find a way to bring her back,

"why...why....why" i whispered to my self as i started hugging my legs looking for any sort of comfort from the pain i was feeling.

Soon enough i heard the bell ring and the sound of students leaving, the door suddenly opened with a Namjoon standing there looking down at me in sympathy.

How pathetic i must look, god this so so embarrassing how i easily allow myself to become over welmed.

He helped me up and wiped my tears before handing me his shades.

"Dont let the other kids see you cry now come on chimmy" Jin followed behind as we walked down the hall ways with a few head turns, even he turned to look but i quickly looked away, too afraid that these glasses wouldnt be able to hide the tears.
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Monday morning

Im back to normal, as i had been for the past two years. As soon as i got to Jins house i fell asleep on the couch, and stayed like that until sunday night when i had to go back home. Only getting up for water or to use the bathroom. Namjoon tried to talk to me but my thoughts wouldn't let me hear him.

I kept thinking of what Jungkook was doing, i wonder if he made up with Tae, i wonder what Hobi was doing too. I turned off my phone on Saturday so i haven't talked to him.

Now back at climbing out my window and walking to school reminiscing on the same things, letting myself drift away from reality again to numb the pain.

As i arrived Hobi attacked me with a hug,

"What happened to you? i was texting you all weekend.."

I tightly hugged back as if i was desperate for his warmth.

But it wasn't his warmth i was craving, but it would have to do.

"Sorry i had a busy weekend with Jin" I hid my pain with a smile, " You know how he is"

"Yea i do" he laughed as he wrapped an arm around my shoulders making us walk into the school.

"Back to the basics" I told my self as i prepared for the day.
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Lunch Time

I told Hobi i had to study so i could spend some time alone, I found myself in the library looking through books i had no interest in.

I reached to grab one but a hand reached for it as well making both our hands to touch. I pulled my hand away and smiled turning to face the other.

"Im sorry go ahead"

The stranger grabbed the book and flipped through it quickly before handing it to me,

"you shouldn't smile that way" he spoke

"...like what?" i grabbed the book he handed to me.

"like youre hiding something" he turned and walked to a corner near a window and sat down.

I followed him without realizing it,

"i-im not hiding anything im fine" i cursed myself for stuttering.

he looked up at me and smirked letting his gaze fall back onto his new book as he shook his head, "Are you telling that to me or yourself?"

"Who are you to even say that?"

"Min Yoongi"

"Thats not wha-"

"I know what you meant." He patted the seat next to him, "the librarian is pretty bitchy so you better grab a book and act like you have a purpose here"

I hesistated but sat next to him peeking at what he was doing behind his book, only to find him playing a game on his phone.

I scoffed "So you dont read?"

"I do but i believe in breaks too" he turned to look at me "Problem?"

I shook my head as i put my phone in one of the books on the table.

about ten minutes passed before he spoke again,

"Now whats your name"

"Jimin"

"cute.."

hu-

The bell rang suddenly cutting me off.

"Ill see you around then Jamon"

I almost threw a book at him for mispronouncing my name but got a glare from the librarian as i lifted my arm.

"I just pouted and turned to look at him still walking away,

"Its JIMIN"

He turned slightly to see me, "I know" he smiled and left.

I left the library smiling but it was soon replaced with a a blank face as i saw Tae and Jungkook walking my way, Junkook took notice in me being there and calmy told Tae he would be right back.

"Jimin!"

I blinked, shocked he was saying my name.

I turned around and tried to walk away but he got a hold of my arm and turned me around.

"Look, Im sorry for acting like a jerk and leaving like that but i had Ta-"

I lifted my hand up to tell him to stop and cleared my throat,

"I understand, last night didn't happen right? Don't worry Koo...Jungkook" I almost choked, "Lets just forget about it"

I patted his back as i walked away, even waving hi to Tae as i made my way to my class.

Hoping my act was believable but still wanting him to see through the lies.

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