Is it too Late..? || Jikook

Chapter 12

Jungkooks POV

I woke to sudden soft snores coming from the boy in my arms. I slowly lifted my head up a little to stare at his face, allowing myself to get lost in appreciating his features. His bangs fell to the side slightly and laid on the pillow while his plump lips were lightly open as he continued to let out cute snores.

wait..

wait...

I slid away from the smaller so i didn't wake him up from his deep sleep. I looked around as i looked for my phone, i picked it up from the desk and started checking the messages, mostly from Tae apologizing and a few from my parents telling me to be home for dinner.

Tae..

I started to think about the argument we had and the break he wanted to take. But I actually wanted a break, because Tae kept accusing me of shit and i got so tired of it.

But I did exactly what he was worried about.

I chose to be with Jimin while breaking Tae's heart by ignoring him.

I looked at the now awake boy staring back at me while he adjusted his shirt. How could i drop Tae? I need him , hes always there for me...i have to fix it.

why can't i say it out loud...

I opened my mouth but closed it as the other sighed while he sat up facing the window so his back was to me.

"You should get going"

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Jimins POV

"You should get going"

I can see the regret on his face, here i dreamt about him and me together. All night my thoughts just of him and seeing how i wanted to wake up and tell him about everything while he is thinking of ways to sneak out probably.

"Jimin.." Jungkook spoke softly while looking down.

I had turned and stared at him,

say you will stay, say you dont regret last night, say you feel what i feel...

"Ill see you at school" He quickly made his way towards my window before leaving it.

I watched him leave and let my body fall back onto my bed as i stared up at my ceiling.

I knew it...Im too damaged to be fixed...at least not by him.

Allowing the same feeling i get when im hurt deeply leave and let a numb feeling wash over me i got myself up to get ready for school. Making sure to exit out the window and started walking to school.

Sunshine

Good morning

Meet at the coffee shop???

I stared at the message before i left but i never responded,

Did i want to speak to anyone? Did i want to express how stupid and small i feel for letting someone see how weak i actually am?

"Its better he knows then you having a slip up with a stranger" i mumbled to myself

Sunshine

Good morning

Meet at the coffee shop?

Sure

B there soon.

I picked up my pace and made it to the coffee shop near the school.

As i walked in i saw a few students sitting around and i noticed Hobi but before i could get to him i was tapped on my shoulder from behind.

"Tae?"

"Hey Jimin hyung have you seen Jungkook?"

I stared at him, His eyes were puffy like hes been crying all night. I couldn't admit it to him. Even though just hearing his name reminded me of earlier.

"No i haven't actually sorry"

"Its ok" Tae said and turned to head out of the coffee shop.

I turned back around and sat with Hobi,

"I got you a frappe"

I sipped on it lightly not really in a mood to eat or drink anything.

"Whats up Jimin"

"Oh nothing re-"

"I meant like whats wrong? and dont tell me youre fine because i know that face." Hobi shifted in his seat so he now had his elbows on the table and he was leaning towards me.

I wanted to tell him..I wanted to pour my heart out and see what he will say but what was i going to tell him?

How i fell in love with a old middle school crush, who has a boyfriend. The fact that he seen my scars before you and chose to leave me instead of staying. How jealous i am that im not Tae.

Or how im planning to kill myself for my own selfish reasons?

"Just school work is becoming a bitch" I chuckled pushing evey other thought out of my head.

He stared me for a second before he smiled and nodded.

"Tell me about it"

We continued to talk before getting up and heading to school.

I waved bye to Hobi and walked into my class, The first person i see is of course Jungkook sitting in the front. He looked away and started writing on his paper.

The numbness was fading and i was starting to feel tears building up at my eyes. I made my way to Jins desk and whispered,

"I cant do this today"

Jin looked at me in concern as he opened his office door letting me sit in there alone.

"Ill call Namjoon to get you okay?" he smiled warmly, "Then you can get your stuff and head to my place ok?"

I only nodded as i rested my head against a wall and slid down letting the tears escape my eyes and cover my emotionless face.

I looked down to wipe away my tears with my shirt as I heard her,

"my baby.."

"...eomma"

I lifted my head up to see her kneeling infront of me.

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