Chapter 44

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A/N: y'all good?

NOT PROOFREAD

Also idk what it is but Yoongi and Tae have been really testing me lately. So at this point my wreckers include Kookie, Hobi, Tae, and Suga. This isn't ok.

Authors POV (what happened ;-;)/)

They stood there in eachothers embrace for a few more minutes.

Jungkook finally pulled back but held on to his bestfriends shoulders tightly.

"I've been such a shitty person to you Tae.."

"Oh shut up as if I could stay mad at you"

"Tae you are king at holding grud-"

"I liked it better when you were apologizing" Jungkook pushes his friends shoulder playfully.

"No but Tae really im sorry for treating you like that, as if you didn't exist an—and I guess choosing Jimin.."

"Ggukie it was selfish of me...to keep you under me for so long, I knew we weren't meant to be but...I guess I held on cuz I-I really wanted us to be. It was perfect ya know bestfriends falling in love!" He raised his sleeves up to wipe the new batch of tears, "I was just being a bad friend ggukie I should be apologizing."

Jungkook only wrapped his arms back around the other one who began sobbing into his shoulder.

"Look Tae we can go back and forth all day, we both were at fault. I still feel like I am in the wrong and I can't apologize enough for hurting you. I can't even forgive myself. You are my oldest friend, the first person to actually spend time with me besides my god damn house maid" he chuckled and so did Tae, "just I should've been more considerate and understood you more when you would get mad at me"

"Ggukie...I don't want to add on to my selfishness.."

"what do you mean Tae"

"Before this is officially done, and it doesn't have to mean anything to you I just- I just want one last thing before I really let you go.."

Jungkook released Tae to state at him with a conflicted expression. Somewhat guilty and somewhat understanding.

Tae reaches his hands up, tracing his fingers along his first loves features until he reached his thin lips. He looked up into those dark doe eyes, silently asking for permission. A nod.

He stepped forward to press his body against the others while connecting their lips in a soft but meaningful kiss.

He had hoped Jungkook came alone, so this could just be between them. Their secret goodbye, no eyes to judge or misunderstand what they were doing. But a quiet behind Jungkook was heard, he hesitated but took a step back away from the other. Who was now swarmed with more guilt and turned to where the previous voice was heard.

Tae finally really looked at where the noise came from, his eyes went wide. His own face flooded with guilt and regret.

He truly didn't want anyone to see this moment, let alone the one boy his bestfriend was in love with.

He didn't know which was scarier though, the look on Hoseoks face shooting daggers towards Jungkooks or the blank and slightly cold expression Jimin had.

His eyes seemed void of emotion, the lights were on but no one was home type of look.

"I'm so sorry Ggukie.."

Jungkook only grabbed the lattes hand and started walking towards the two witnesses.

As they approached Jimin finally seemed to wake up and he stared up Tae. He felt Jungkooks eyes on him, an apology on the tip of his tongue.

"Jim-" he tried

"I'm glad you guys got to talk but I'm beat...I think I'm gonna ca-"

Hobi has been on his phone since the two friends approached finally looked up.

"Yoongi is gonna come get us"

Relief washed over Jimin and it showed, he slightly relaxed but still seemed in much discomfort.

"I could just drive you guys, Jimin lives with me anyways" Jungkook spoke still giving all his attention to his lover.

Jimin still didn't look at Jungkook, "nah we will wait for Yoongs" he whispered. He was scared if he spoke any louder he would break down in tears.

"Jimin pleas-"

"He said no, just please go ahead" Hobis voice boomed out.

Tae whispered an apology and sped walk towards Jungkooks car, he felt horrible. What was he thinking? 'A goodbye kiss are you kidding me Taehyung' he thought as he jumped in the car and leaned back.

He saw Jungkook try to reach for Jimin but was blocked when Hobi protectively his him behind his back.

Jungkook finally turned towards his car and walked to it and getting in reluctantly. He didn't start up the car and just sat there watching Jimin.

"I'm so sorry Ggukie"

"It's my fault for allowing it when I knew he could see I just...I was tired of rejecting you because it just hurt you...it's just. I can't stop hurting people.." he leaned his head against the drivers wheel as he cried silently.

Tae only watched, not wanting any more contact until this whole thing was fixed.

"Just talk to him when you get home an-and even I'll talk to him... I'll apologize a thousand times..it's my fault I shouldn't have asked you for that"

Soon enough he saw another car pull up, the two boys outside hopped in quickly and drove off.

Jungkook drove off a minute later trailing behind.

15 minutes later both cars made it back to Jungkooks house. Jungkook pulled into his drive way while Yoongi found parking across the street.

Jungkook quickly got out of his car and started to make his way to Yoongis.

Except he never made it, he was in the middle of the street when something kicked his feet knocking him off balance. Now he was on his back with a knee to his chest and a very pissed off raven haired boy hovering over him.

His tome was dangerously low, sending shivers down his spine.

"Give me the reason why Jimin was crying and why I shouldn't break your jaw for it right here"

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I need book recommendations.

Mainly jikook and yoonmin.

I'm a sad milf

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