It's going to be okay <3

~Chapter 11~

~Next morning~

Laura's POV

I love how much fun me and Taylor had last night.

I could tell Taylor didn't want to drag the mood down, but I will never let that happen.

Yeh she is going through something awful but she is still the fun, loving, and funny amazing person I love so much.

Today is her first session of chemo and I can tell she's nervous as I see her putting on her shoes ready to go to the hospital. As she bent over to put her left shoe on I smack her ass open handed.

"Ouch".

"What was that for?!" Taylor giggled.

"For being way to fucking sexy and bending over like that for me" I smirked.

"For you ay?" Taylor was walking over towards me not breaking eye contact once

When she finally got close enough to me, I grabbed her hips and lifted her up onto me and I could feel her legs tighten around me.

"What you going to do with me" When Tay whispered into my ear like this, my knees almost gave way and Taylor knew what her voice was doing to me.

She untangled her legs around me, pushed me up to the kitchen counter and lifted me up onto them in one swift and sexy movement.

Her hands where on my thighs pushing them away from each other so she could put her body between them. Her hands were now wondering up my shirt and pulled it over my head whilst biting my lower lip forcing me to let out a moan.

"Tay"

"Shhhhhh"

"We have 10 min---utes..."

"This will only take 4"

I could feel my underwear getting wetter and wetter as she was grinding between my legs and biting my lip then my neck to back up to my ear.

She undid my bra with one hand whilst unbuttoning my jeans with the other.

"Hmmmm T-ayl-or"

She was now sucking and biting my sensitive nipple and teasing my now drenched folds.

"How you do spoil me Miss Prepon" The way Taylor was now leaving a trail of kisses from my nipple to my stomach all the way down to where I needed her.

The way her tong was moving, the way she was running her hands up and down my thigh to my ass and then digging her nails in was just too much pleasure for me to handle.

I could feel myself losing control over my body and I could feel Taylor smirking along my bundle of nerves that she was still sucking and teasing.

"Evan better... only took 3"

That fucking smirk on her face was making me wanting more of her.

Taylor's POV

I want Laura right now again.

10000 times again.

What if we can't.

What if I'm too ill from chemo.

Fuck it I want her again right now.

"Come here you" I say whilst pointing my finger down to me feet.

"What are you going to do with me?" Laura's voice was so raspy and sexy.

"Go upstairs" I demand and waited for her to walk in front of my so I could get a perfect view of her naked ass as we walk up.

I slapped her ass I began to chase her up the stairs.

Laura then sat on the step and refused to go any further.

This was fine by me.

"I want you right now" She said whilst sat on the top step and pulled me into her front and wrapped her legs around me.

She tried to push me down to her drowning folds but I resisted until we got to the bedroom, I picked her up and walked up the last step, slammed the door open and dropped Laura onto the bed.

She tried to scatter back to the top of the bed but I didn't tell her to do that so I grabbed her ankles and pulled her back down to the bottom of the bed where i wanted her...

"hahaha I got you now!" I say as Laura starts to laugh as she has been defeated.

"Yes you have." Laura sat up with me still between her bear folds and pulling me tighter and then wrapped her arms around my waist.

She unbuttoned my shirt and slid of the shoulders kissing my bare skin at the same time.

She wasn't rough, her body wasn't filed with lust.

"I just want to hold you"

I felt a tear run down my core and when I realised that it came from Laura, I put my hands below her jaw and tilted her head upwards to look at me, her eyes filled with tears ready to overflow at any moment.

"Look at me" I could tell she was trying not to look at me to try and keep a brave face on for me but I wanted her to let it all out.

I pick Laura up and put her on the top of the bed and then lay beside her with my head on her bare chest just slowly running my hand up and down her stomach.

Laura is always the one to be making me feel better and holding me. Even though I'm hurting, Laura is hurting as well therefor she deserves to be held in my arms not having to worry about anything.

I looked her in the eye and grabbed her shoulders to make her turn into me.

I sit higher up the bed in her and I just place her head on my chest and hold her there.

I play with her hair and place kisses on the top of her head whilst she still insists on holding back her tears.

"Babe please.... Let it out"

And seconds after I had said that, I felt my chest begin to become slippy.

"Im so sorry Tay!" Laura shouted in pain into my chest.

"What are you on about sweetheart? Sorry about what! You haven't done anything!"

There was a few seconds of silence and I could feel Laura trying to say something.

"I'm sorry I didn't love you sooner"

Laura was now crying uncontrollably.

"I don't care about that.....your here now and that's all that matters.