Sanders sides oneshots

Anxiety Pills

(Sorry to all the fans of this particular chapter, I plan to write a revise (and sometimes scrap, like this heckbeast) book. I can try to make another angst chapter in it's place for all the angst lovers, but this chapter has not sit well with me. It'll stay it's place here, but I hope you aren't upset when this one particular chapter hopefully stays locked here.)

Trigger warning: (it's this one) Plan to commit suicide, mentions of anxiety attacks, isolating oneself, invasions of privacy, really pissed Princy, jealously, arguing, shitty writing, song that does nothing for the plot other than badly written drama, bleeding, mentions of being given drugs without consent, miscarriage, getting killed? (Bro what did I write?), Suicide, the mother fucking death penalty (dear lord), bad references, everyone else being dicks, manipulation, out of no where smut, general cringe, having to read this long ass disclaimer, probably more.
Poly sanders: Logan x Virgil x Patton x Roman x Deceit
Smut/ Angst/ mpreg
Virgil's POV

I walk into my room, anxiety pills in hand.

"Virgil? Is everything okay?" Patton asks from behind my door.

"Yeah! I'm not feeling well so I came in here to not get you guys sick!" I call out and he seems satisfied (You'll never be satisfied.) with my white lie.

I walk into my bathroom and take a glance at the pregnancy tests that I took earlier. All four say positive.

I throw the pills into the trash can and put the tests in a ziplock baggie. I hide them the best I can and sit on my bed.

"Virgil, Thomas is having an anxiety attack, can you let me in?" Patton asks.

"N-No! I'm fine!" I yell a little too loud.

"Virgil, open up!" He yells and starts to bang on the door. I start to sob and he stops.

"Love, let us in. For me?" Roman tells me and I unlock the door and rush to hide the tests.

"Virgil? What are those?" My logical boyfriend asks.

"N-Nothing! It's not a big deal!" I squeak.

"Virgil, you're hiding something from us. Can you tell us what you're hiding?" Roman asks and I shake my head.

"Please?" Patton chimes in.

"Virgil. Tell me." Roman mutters, his patience running thin.

"NO! LEAVE ME ALONE!" I scream and he backs away, hurt.

"Get out. All of you." I growl and they leave. I sob into my pillow for the rest of the night.

I wake to find no one cuddling with me, like they normally do after a panic attack. I feel a panic attack start and curl up in a ball. I summon my mom from the dark side of the mind.

"My baby! What's wrong! You only call me here if it's something serious!" She exclaims.

"I-I know. It's just that...uh... I'm pregnant and I'm scared that my boyfriends will break up with me if they found out." I whisper into her ear and she gasps.

"Sweetheart, you're gonna have to tell them eventually. They'll find out and be more angry than if you had told them." She tells me and kisses my forehead.

"You can do it Virgil, though I'm not the happiest trait, I still believe in you." She tells me and I let her go back into her side of the mind space. I hear a loud crash and see the door to my room busted down.

"Roman what the hell?!" I yell and he scoffs.

"I was protecting the child you attempted to keep secret. Logan did an ultrasound on you last night." He grumbles