High School {A Supergirl FanFic}

Chapter 21: Fault

Alex POV

My ears were ringing. I'm pretty sure J'onn was talking to me as we sped to the hospital but I wasn't sure. I looked down at my shaking hands. Blood. Her blood. This was my fault. This is all my fault.

The car stopped but I'd didn't move. What have I done? I hurt her. What if she has life long injuries?... What if I killed her? I felt a comforting hand on my shoulder.

"We're here." J'onn said.

Without warning I sprinted four of the car and straight into the hospital.

"Where is she?! Is she okay?!" I yelled out.

Many nurses and people stopped what they were doing to look at me. Why are they all looking at me? Do they know what I did?

I shook off their stares and ran to the receptionist desk. Her bewildered look brought me back to reality a bit. My hair was a mess, I had blood all over me and my uniform was torn in several places. Taking a deep breath, I spoke.

"Maggie Sawyer. Is she okay?" I asked.

"I'm sorry Miss....?" she started.

"Danvers."

"Miss Danvers... well I'm afraid that information is for family only."

"I'm her girlfriend dammit!" I snapped.

The receptionist stepped back startled. I noticed an officer keeping a close eye on me already slowly walking towards me. I took a deep breath and pulled out my badge.

"Agent Danvers. FBI." I said.

The receptionist looked startled which is understandable. A 17 year old as an FBI agent?

"She's in room 219 Agent. She just got out of surgery so she'll likely be asleep." she said.

That's all I needed as I took off running. Why is this place so big?! I slowed as I realized I didn't know where the hell I was going. Taking deep breaths I tried to calm myself. In training they teach us how to keep a level head in times of crisis but I just couldn't. This was Maggie. My Maggie. A hand on my shoulder startled me.

"Are you okay ma'am?" an old doctor said.

"Room 219. Maggie Sawyer." I replied.

"Oh! I was actually her surgeon. Here follow me."

He started walking the opposite direction and I followed.

"How'd the surgery go?" I asked.

"I'm not gonna lie, there were some close calls-" he said as I felt my throat close up.

"But she always pulled through. She is a tough girl." he finished.

"Yeah, she's the strongest person I know."

We came to a stop in front of a door. 219. I took a deep breath and stepped inside alone. And there she was. Hooked up to several machines and and tubes she lay looking almost lifeless on the hospital bed. I took a seat next to her and reached out for her hand. Tears started to swell up in my eyes.

"I'm so sorry Maggie! God I'm so sorry this is all my fault I'm so sorry!" I cried.

"It was stupid of me to put my gun down I let him do this to you I'm so sorry I'm so sorry."

I wanted a response. I wanted her to open her eyes and just hold me. But she remained still. Her chest slowly rose and fell again. I smiled through tear filled eyes. Even in the hospital she looked amazing. I tucked some start hairs behind her ear and yawned. Exhaustion was taking over. And I let it. Maybe this is all just a nightmare and I'll wake up tomorrow and everything is normal again...

Hey guys! So I'm sure a lot of you noticed but I'm kind of falling out of the story. I'm running out of ideas and am just not feeling really inspired to write anymore. Especially since the Danvers split. I'm going to try to finish the story but I will probably end it short and I'm not sure when the next part will be updated or how good it will be. I started this book my freshman year making a new chapter everyday on the bus to school. But now I'm so busy with work, soccer, school, and my family finding out I'm gay. Writing is just the last part on my mind. So sorry to let you all down but I will try my best finish the story