I got a notification on my phone and it was a group message from the boys saying that they missed me already and some selfies that they took around the airport. I message them back also saying I missed them too and took a selfie.
I finally arrive in the lobby on my apartment when the staff called me "miss Zara, someone left this for you" he said.
"From whom may I ask?" I replied.
He didn't say anything and I thank him and went straight to my apartment. I opened the box and there was a bracelet and a why don't we hoodie inside, I wore the bracelet and decided to wear the hoodie too. I put my hand on the pocket and there was a note, I opened it and read.
Zara, we may not be close as the other boys but I want to give you my bracelet and hoodie. Being with you less than a week may be a disaster for the both of us but I must admit I had fun being with you. I will forever cherish the day we went to the beach and just jam. I am sorry for the things that happened to both of us and I know I'm such a dick for not approaching you and just say sorry. I'm also sorry for not spending the last day with you last night, it's just because I don't really feel good and I'm so tired. I hope I'll see you again.
Z xx
I didn't expect Zach would do this. I took my phone and message him privately saying thank you and we are cool now instead in our group chat but it looks like they finally left so I decided to go to sleep.
I woke up and it was already 4pm "wow I slept way too long" I decided to cook some meals while watching some television. My phone rang and someone wants to FaceTime me and it was Daniel.
"Zara! We finally arrive in Europe! Well, here in Barcelona to be specific" Daniel said.
"Wow! I didn't know that was fast or I just slept way too long? I think both" I replied.
"Hey Daniel where is Zach? Can I talk to him privately?" I added.
He handed his phone to Zach but Zach don't want to talk to Zara.
"He don't want to talk to you. Did something happened that I don't know?" Daniel asked.
"No. Nevermind. Just say hi to the boys for me. I got to go Daniel" I ended the call and there it is again, I can hear the voices inside my head.
"He was jealous of you and Daniel"
"He kept sending you mixed signals. Stop talking to Zach and ignore him"
"He hate you, remember?"
"He love you, you just don't know it"
Tears starts to flow and I sat on the corner, my heart was racing fast and I can't kept up with my breath. I'm suffocating. I tried to get up but I failed and I started to crawl to the table where I put my medicine. I finally got my medicine and I took a pill and toss it inside my mouth, after a few minutes I'm finally calm and I'm still breathing as what my mom told me to inhale and exhale if I can't properly breathe.
I ate the meal that I prepared for myself and continue to watch the tv as if there's nothing happened earlier. Daniel FaceTime me and I answered it.
"Did you cry? Your eyes are puffy!" Daniel asked.
"Wow. That's the first thing you notice. You didn't even say hello or how you doing. Okay, I miss you too" I replied.
"I knew something happened the time you instantly cut the call earlier. Now tell me what happen? Wait, before you answer that, is it because of Zach?" He asked lowering his voice.
I nodded. "Remember when I was in the bathroom in the restaurant and I hear voices inside my head, it happen again" I added.
Daniel was sad when he heard it. He kept saying he was sorry for not being with me when I needed someone to comfort me but I understand him. Being a pop star is no joke, travel here and there and I don't own Daniel. He was just my best friend.
