When It Snows In Summer

Part time lover, full time idiot

"I know you are far from it.."

What is happening? My teacher is about to kiss me but why am I letting him? I don't want this but then again I don't want it to stop do I?

Then I felt my phone vibrate and I thanked God because I would have done something I would have completely regretted. I quickly pull the phone out of my pocket and I hear Troye- I mean Mr. Caroll sigh.

Where are u? haven't seen u all day. U ok?

That's the text that Wynter sent me that gave me a wake up call. Right. I have a boyfriend that I do care for, like a lot.

"M..mr Caroll I have to go, this isn't right." I told him getting up from the sofa and heading towards the door but he quickly grabbed my arm "Summer,  I know I'm your teacher and a bit older which makes you a little uncomfortable..."

He said rising and coming closer to me pulling me at the small of my back so that our chests are touching. "But I am a man,  and as a man I know what I want. And what I want, is you." Mr. Caroll said before his moist lips were on mines.

No no no! This is wrong! But I couldn't push him away because he is such a good kisser! Mr. Caroll kisses me deeply, penetrating my mouth until I was breathless and detacthed himself from me, oh my god.

I just cheated on my boyfriend

Well I didn't kiss back but still I didn't pull away and that's a major casualty.

I slapped Mr. Carroll once I got myself together and he started to bleed a little from his mouth. One half of me wants to apologize for hitting him so hard but another part of me says that he deserves more than that. "Summer I-"

"I'm sorry, I'm aware of your feelings but you know I have a boyfriend. I have to go."

I slipped on my jacket and scarf and quickly left the apartment. I called a taxi and wiped the tears from my eyes.

I'm terrible

Unfaithful

A bad person. I'm just the worst of the worst. No better than that Jealous bitch Tae from back in New York. She turned against me and ever slept with my boyfriend.

I tired to cover my face in the taxi so that the driver wouldn't ask me if I was ok. Because everyone knows that just makes it 10 times worse.

"Where to miss?" The man driving asks and I heave a sigh, I want to go straight back to Wynter but then again I need some serious time to cool off and just think before acting.

Something I was hardly every good at.

"Miss, is everything alright?" The taxi man asks me and I nod my head. Wiping the remaining tears away. Right now I have to escape for a while but when I come back to reality is when I realize how much I just need Wynter. I need to touch him, kiss him, look at him. All of Wynter Blake to remind myself of how good I got it.

"I'm fine, please just keep driving me until I give you a location." I say with hot tears clogging my throat. The man nodded and didn't pry.

"Maybe this will help" The taxi man said as he turned on the radio. "Yo yo! this is 76.3 Boston's Top radio station, I'm Winz and here's what's going on today in the world of Boston.."

The radio personality said and I admit it did get my mind off of Wynter for a bit while he takes about celebrities and the latest fad or nice songs that played on repeat and blocked out swear words. "Now this one is for all of you ladies with a special man on your mind! A classic throw back by Olivia Newton, Hopelessly Devoted To You."