When It Snows In Summer

HeartBreak Hotel

My chest still hurts and its been two days since I caught Wynter. I've been avoiding him like the plauge but I've missed him incredibly. Troye and I haven't kissed or been intimate since that night. Its not like I wanted to do it again though, I was just venting. He knew that as well.

All I eat is fruit and drink water, I know its not enough but its the only thing that will settle in my stomach.

I still went to cheer practice but now I just get crossed and pitied looks from my 'cheer sisters' and cocky smirks of victory from Katrina. God, what I'd give to just slap her into the next century.

"So he was just kissed her?" Gabe asked me in disbelief and I nod sadly. "Then you..kissed Mr. Carroll?" Ivy whispered and I nodded again eagerly making her and Sunny squeel.

It was then I knew that I was in the presence of fangirls.

Gabe sighed and sipped his soda "You know what you did wasn't quite alright either right?" I hung my head, yeah, I knew I was another guilty party as well. "I know, I just didn't know what to do! He was kissing her! oww.." I rubbed my chest for the umpteenth time and Ivy rubbed my back.

"Is your chest still hurting?"

"Yes, I don't really know why though. Its an on and off thing so it will go away soon" I lied. I didn't go away, and until I find out why its there I'm going to have problems.

"I think you should talk to him and see what's going down. And go to the doctor." Sunny decided and I shook my head. "No, I'm not ready to face him yet. I'll just keep avoiding him. I've been doing a good job at it to, Do you know how many times Wynter has waited outside cheer practice and my classes? He seriously wants to talk but I don't want to hear it.

What if he wants to break up? I don't think I can deal with that.. I'm alright though." I tell them and my chest throbs more but I cover up my pained expressions so I wouldn't worry my friends more.

But, Gabe is smart as hell and can see right through me. He's very nonchalant and emotionless but a very caring guy overall. He glared as I said I was fine and shook his head when I just drunk my soda.

"Isn't that Wynter right there?" I did a double take and looked at where Gabe's head was pointed and there Wynter was. He looked like he was looking for something. Like he was looking for me.

He was so beautiful, I could hardly take my eyes away from him. I haven't had a chance to properly look him in the face in a while. Wynter is just downright geogous. The way his muscles flexed and how he rocked that sexy firm jaw and his eyes..the first thing I noticed were his jade eyes. Then he spotted us and began coming over.

"Bye." I said simply before taking off like a madman. The time wasn't right to talk to Wynter, not yet. It would be soon till I did but not yet.

I ran halfway cross campus until I was on the in the south building which is where Eng Lit is.

I burst into Troyes class without a care, luckily he seemed to be on break because he was sitting at his desk just reading a book while elegantly drinking coffee probably.

I bet it was from his own library too. Grr, his perfection makes me sick.

He looked up when I stormed in and closed his book with a small smirk.

"May I help you Ms. Wilde?" He refereed to me getting up from his desk and I nod. "Yeah, I just need to..get away. Reality really sucks when you need it to go the way you want it." I sniff. Mr. Carroll gets up and stalks towards me. "Where have you been staying? Since you refuse to come back to mines" He asks and I rub my forehead.

He knows Its impossible to stay at his apartment, what if someone catches us walking in together?

It would be bad for him and me as well.