Deep Blue // BTS JIN

Chapter sixteen: empty hallway

Jin's POV

"Jin."

Her voice made me feel as if I got dipped in ice cold water. There was no warmth in her voice and I looked in her eyes, trying to find the golden sea that I missed but instead , I met frozen a frozen lake.

There was no sparkle in her eyes, even though they were a bit watery.

"Sor-"

She suddenly slapped my hand away and took a few steps back. Her eyes were still focused on mine but it was not like before. Her eyes that contained life were deadly looking into mine.

Her soul tried to tell me that I had broken her, and that broke me.

"Don't touch me." She spat out, as if that sentence contained poison.

"Please, just listen to me."

Sora laughed, her eyes still dead. "Listen? To who? Who are you?"

Every time she said something, my heart crashed into rocks as if it was getting carried by wild waves.

"Sora, I had my reasons." I pleaded, taking a step closer but she stepped away again.

"I don't care about your reasons. Why did you come? Why didn't you just leave me here for years? Does it please you to see a girl falling in love with you and then break her heart by disappearing without a word? And now you come back?"

"Y-you fell in love with me?" It was getting more difficult to breath. I just wanted to hug her and tell her everything but there was something about her that scared me.

"I did, not anymore though." She smiled at me.

A piece of my soul broke as I watched her cynical smile.

"Sora, I couldn't say anything when I had to go. I really want to tell you now." I almost yelled, feeling frustrated. I knew I couldn't blame her. I did leave without saying anything but I didn't know she would feel this bad.

"It's too late, Jin." I knew now, by the way she said my name that she hated me. She resented me and I wanted to do everything I could, to make her listen to me.

"Now, how about you go disappear again? I need to go to my dorm." Sora said, running towards the fence where I saw her stuff.

She took her stuff and without turning around, she walked away leaving me alone in my own despair.

I kept watching her as her figure got smaller and smaller. I punched the pole that was near to me and yelled out.

"Did I make the right decision? What should I do now?"

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"I know what you should do." Yoongi said, munching lazily on one of his french fries that he didn't want to share.

"What?" Namjoon bent over, trying to listen to Yoongi's love advice. Yoongi was the only one who managed to date a girl for almost a year so all the boys went to him for advice. It was the weekend and the boys were so happy I was back so they decided on a sleepover without even asking me.

"Aaaaahh!!" Taehyung came running out of my kitchen with a spatula in his hand.

"What happened?" Hoseok had just come out of the bathroom and ran like a worried dad towards Taehyung.

"T-the pasta moved." Taehyung stuttered. Jimin crawled out of the kitchen, one hand on his stomach and the other trying to balance himself.

"HHAHAHAHAHAA! HIS FACE!" He laughed loudly and fell over and lied there still laughing like a madman.